She sat down at the window instead, and
crossing her arms on the sill, sat looking out, questioning the May why
she was there?
Oddly enough, it seemed as if the May answered her after a while. The
beauty, the perfectness, the loveliness, the peace, held perhaps somewhat
the same sort of argument with her as was addressed by the Lord himself,
once upon a time, to his servant Job. Here there was no audible voice;
yet I think it is still the same blessed Speaker that speaks through his
works, and partly the same, or similar, things that he says. Could there
be such order, such beauty, such plain adaptation, regularity and system,
in one part of the works and government of God, and not in another. And
after all it was He who had sent Rotha to this place and involved her in
such conditions. Then surely for some reason. As the gentleness of the
spring air is unto the breaking of winter's bands, and the rising of the
sap is unto the swelling of the buds and by and by the bursting leaf,
must it not be so surely a definite purpose with which she had been
brought here? What purpose? Were there bands to be broken in her soul's
life? were buds and leafage and flower to be developed in her character,
for which this severe weather was but a safe and necessary precursor? It
might be; it must be; for it is written that "all things work together
for good to them that love God." Rotha grew quieter, the voice of the
spring was so sweet and came so clear--"Child, trust, trust! Nothing can
go wrong in God's management." She heard it and she felt it; but Rotha
was after all a young disciple and her experience was small, and things
looked unpromising. Some tears came; however she was comforted and did
trust, and resolved that she would try to lose none of the profiting she
might anyway gain.
And, as she had now so few books to be busy with, might she not be meant
to find one such great source of profiting in her Bible?
She drew it to her and opened her little "Treasury." What ever could she
do now without that? It gave her a key, with which she could go unlocking
door after door of riches, which else she would be at a loss to get at.
She opened it at the eighth chapter of Romans and looked at the 28th
verse.
"We know, that all things work together for good to them that love God--"
But things that come through people's wickedness?
She went on to the first reference. It was in the same chapter. "Who
shall separate us from the love of Christ?"
Well, nothing, and nobody. And if so, that love standing fast, surely it
was guaranty enough that no harm should come. Tears began to run, another
sort of tears, hot and full, from Rotha's eyes. Shall a child of God have
that love, and know he has it, and worry because he has not somewhat
else? But this was not exactly to the point. She would look further.
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