"I am fond of teaching--when I find somebody that can learn."
"You are very kind!--I should be very glad--Poor Rotha, I have been
unable to do for her what I wished--"
"I think you have done admirably, from the slight specimen I have had.
How much time can she give to study?"
"O she has time enough. She is much more idle than I like to have her."
"Then that is arranged. I am going to send you a few raw oysters, Mrs.
Carpenter; and I wish you would eat them at all times of day, whenever
you feel like it. I knew a very slender lady once, who grew to very ample
proportions by following such a regimen. Try what they will do for you."
A grateful, silent look thanked him, and he took his departure. Rotha,
who had been standing silent and cloudy, now burst forth.
"Mother!--I do not want him to teach me!"
"Why not, my child? I think he is very kind.'
"Kind! I don't want to be taught out of kindness; and I _don't_ want
_him_ to teach me, mother!"
"What's the matter?" for Rotha was flushed and fierce.
"I can learn without him. It is none of his business, whether I learn or
not. And if I shouldn't say something just right, and he should find
fault, I should be so angry I shouldn't know what to do!"
"You talk as if you were angry now."
"Well I am! Why did you say yes, mother?"
"Would you have had me say no?"
"Yes! I don't want to learn Latin anyhow. What's the use of my learning
Latin? And of him,--O mother, mother!"
And Rotha burst into impatient and impotent tears.
"Why not of Mr. Digby?" said her mother soothingly.
"O he is so--I can't tell!--he's so uppish."
"He is not _uppish_ at all. I am ashamed of you, Rotha."
"Well, nothing puts him out. He is just always the same; and he thinks
everything must be as he says. I don't like him to come here teaching
me."
"What folly is this? He is a gentleman, that's all. Do you dislike him
for being a gentleman?"
"I'm not a lady"--sobbed Rotha.
"What has that to do with it?"
"Mother, I wish I could be a lady!"
"My child, Mr. Digby told you how."
"No, he didn't. He told me _what_ it was; he didn't tell me how I could
get all that."
"You can follow the Bible roles, at any rate, Rotha; and they go a good
way."
"No, I can't, mother. I could if I were a Christian, I suppose; but I am
not I can't 'honour all men'; I don't know how; and I can't prefer others
before myself I prefer myself But if I could, that wouldn't make me a
lady."
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