He doubted if the girl rightly heard him. She looked at him, indeed,
while he spoke, as if listening; but her face was white, or rather livid,
and her eyes seemed to be gazing into despair.
"I do not think it can be, Mr. Digby," she said. "She don't look like it.
And what would become of me?
"I will take faithful care of you, Rotha, as long as you live, and I
live."
"You are nothing!" she said contemptuously. But then followed a cry which
curdled Mr. Digby's blood. It was not a piercing shriek, yet it was a
prolonged cry, pointed and sharpened with pain and heavy with despair.
One such wail, and the girl dropped her face in her hands and sat
motionless. Her companion would rather have seen sobs and tears; he did
not know what to do with her. The soft beat and wash of the waves sounded
drearily in the silence. Mr. Digby waited. Nothing but time, he knew, can
cover the roughness of life's rough places with its moss and lichen of
patience and memory. Comfort was not to be spoken of, not here. He
comprehended now why Mrs. Carpenter had shrank from telling the tidings
herself. But the day was wearing away; they must go home; the burden,
however heavy, must be lifted and carried.----
"Rotha--my child--" he said after a long interval.
No answer.
"Rotha, my child, cannot you look up and speak to me? Rotha--my poor
little Rotha--it is very heavy for you! But won't you make it as light as
you can for your mother?"
The child writhed away from under the hand he had gently laid on her
shoulder; but uttered no sound.
"Rotha--we must go home presently. Do you know, your mother will be very
anxious to see you. She is expecting us now, I dare say."
It came then, the burst of tears which he had dreaded and yet half longed
for. The girl turned a little more from him and flung herself down on the
sand, and there wept as he had never seen anybody weep before. With all
the passion of an intense nature, and all the self abandonment of an
ungoverned nature, sobbing such sobs as shook her whole frame, and with
loud weeping which could not be restrained into silence. Better it should
not be, Mr. Digby thought; better she should be allowed to exhaust
herself so that very fatigue should induce quiet. But to the sitter-by it
was unspeakably painful; a scene never to be recalled without a profound
prayer, like Noah's, I fancy, after the deluge, that the like might never
come again.
And happily, nature did exhaust herself; and just because the passion of
sobs and tears was so violent, it did yield after a time, as strength
gave way. But it lasted fearfully long. However, at last Rotha grew
quieter, and then still; and not till then Mr. Digby spoke again. He
spoke as if all this had been an interlude not noticed by him.
"Rotha, my child, can you gather up your courage and be quiet and be
brave now?"
She hesitated, and then in a smothered voice said, "I'm not brave."
"I think you can be."
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