Meanwhile Mr. Digby went up stairs and softly opened the door of the
sitting room. For some time ago, since Mrs. Carpenter became more feeble,
he had insisted on her having her old sleeping apartment again, other
quarters being found or made for Mrs. Cord in the house. Mrs. Cord had
naturally assumed the duties of her profession, which was that of a
nurse; for the sake of which, knowing that they would be needed, Mr.
Digby had first introduced her here.
At the window of the sitting room, looking out into the street, Rotha was
sitting listlessly. No one else was in the room. She turned her head when
she heard Mr. Digby's footsteps, and the face he saw then smote his
heart. It was such a changed face; wan and pale, with the rings round the
eyes that come of excessive weeping, and a blank, dull expression in the
eyes themselves which was worse yet. She did not move, nor give any
gesture of greeting, but looked at the young man entering as if neither
he nor anything else in the world concerned her.
Mr. Digby felt then, what everybody with a heart has felt at one time or
another, that the office of comforter is the most difficult in the world.
In one thing at least he imitated Job's friends; he was silent. He came
close up to the girl and stood there, looking down at her. But she turned
her wan face away from him and looked out of the window again. She
looked, but he was sure she saw nothing. He did not venture to touch her;
he saw that she was not open to the least token of tenderness; such a
token would surely turn her apathetic calm into irritation. Perhaps even
his standing there had some such effect; for after a little while, Rotha
said,
"Won't you sit down, Mr. Digby?"
He sat down, and waited. However, people do not live in these days to be
several hundred years old; and proportionately, seven days of silence
would be more of that sort of sympathy than can be shewn since Job's
time. Yet what to say, Mr. Digby was profoundly doubtful. Finding nothing
that would do, of his own, he took his little Testament from his pocket,
and turning the leaves aimlessly came upon the eleventh chapter of the
Gospel of John. He began at the beginning and read slowly and quietly on
till he came to the words,
'"Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother
had not died. But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God,
God will give it thee.
"'Jesus said unto her, Thy brother shall rise again.'--"
"Please don't, Mr. Digby!" said Rotha, who after a few verses had buried
her face in her hands.
"Don't what?"
"Don't read any more."
"Why not?"
"I know how it goes on. I know what he did. But he will not do that--
here."
"Yes, he will. Not immediately, but by and by."
"I don't care for by and by."
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