"Yes you do, Rotha. By and by the Lord Jesus will come again; and when he
comes he will send his angels to gather up and bring to him all his
people who are then living, scattered about in the world, and at the same
time all his people who once lived and have died shall be raised up. Then
will come your dear mother, with the rest, in beauty and glory."
"But," said Rotha, bursting out into violent sobs, "I don't know where I
shall be!"--
The paroxysm of tears and sobs that followed, startled Mr. Digby; it was
so extreme in its passion beyond anything he had ever seen in his life;
even beyond her passion on the sea shore. It seemed as if the girl must
almost strangle in her convulsive oppression of breath. He tried soothing
words, and he tried authority; and both were as vain as the recoil of
waves from a rock. The passion spent itself by degrees, and was succeeded
by a more gentle, persistent rain of tears which fell quietly.
"Rotha," said Mr. Digby gravely, "that is not right."
"Very likely," she answered. "How are you going to help it?"
"I cannot; but you can."
"I _can't!_" she exclaimed, with almost a cry. "When it comes, I must."
"No, my child; you must learn self-command."
"How can I?" she said doggedly.
"By making it your rule, that you will always do what is _right_--not
what you like."
"It never was my rule."
"Perhaps. But do you mean that it never shall be?"
There followed a long silence, during which Rotha's tears gradually
stilled; but she said nothing, and Mr. Digby let her alone. After this
time, she rose and came to him and laid one hand half timidly, half
confidingly, upon his shoulder.
"Mr. Digby," she said softly, "because I am so wicked, will you get tired
and forsake me?"
"Never!" he answered heartily, putting his arm round the forlorn child
and drawing her a little nearer. And Rotha, in her forlornness and in the
gentle mood that had come over her, laid her head down on his shoulder,
or rather in his neck, nestling to him. It was an unconscious, mute
appeal to his kindness and _for_ his kindness; it was a very unconscious
testimony of Rotha's trust and dependence on him; it was very child-like,
but coming from this girl who was so nearly not a child, it moved the
young man strangely. He had no sisters; the feeling of Rotha's silky,
thick locks against the side of his face and the clinging appeal of her
hand and head on his shoulder, gave him an entirely new sensation. All
that was manly in him stirred to meet the appeal, and at the same time
Rotha took a suddenly different place in his thoughts and regards. He was
glad Mrs. Cord was not there to see; but if she had been, I think he
would have done just the same. He drew the girl close to him, and laid
his other hand tenderly upon those waving, thick, dark locks of hair.
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