Authors, American -- 20th century -- Correspondence; Crane, Hart, 1899-1932. Correspondence
My dear William: I’ve just returned from several days in the country
with Hal Smith and wife (Claire). They rent a little cottage out in New
Jersey that is perfection itself and we go canoeing and play tennis and
eat amazingly every time we go out there. I am, unfortunately, badly
sunburned today,--rather a sight,--and am remaining in my room rather
than shock my friends and enemies by exposing myself. It is fine
(though) to get out of this crowded metropolis once in a while, and see
the moon and stars and hear the frogs croak. We intend to go out again
next Friday and stay until Monday, living in our bathing suits most of
the time. From your last letter, you’re in for quite a pleasant summer.
I wish I could be in Cleveland when you are there. Hope you’ll go out
and see my mother if you get time,--she likes you very much and always
asks about you in her letters. We have had some differences of late, but
my fundamental feelings toward her are not in the least altered. If I
can get enough money together I intend to take a short course in
business and advertising out at Columbia this summer,--which might
possibly be continued next fall when you will be there. I agree with you
that for such as ourselves business life is not to be scorned. The
commercial aspect is the most prominent characteristic of America and we
all must bow to it sooner or later. I do not think, though, that this of
necessity involves our complete surrender of everything else nobler and
better in our aspirations. Illusions are falling away from everything I
look at lately. At present the world takes on the look of a desert,--a
devastation to my eyes, and I am finding it rather hard at best. Still
there is something of a satisfaction in the development of one’s
consciousness even though it is painful. There is a certain freedom
gained,--a lot of things pass out of one’s concern that before mattered
a great deal. One feels more freedom and the result is not by any means
predominantly negative. To one in my situation N. Y. is a series of
exposures intense and rather savage which never would be quite as
available in Cleveland, etc. New York handles one roughly but presents
also more remedial recess,--more entrancing vistas than any other
American location I know of. When you come to Columbia you will not be
apt to feel it because any college (less Col. than any other) enforces
its own cloistral limitations which are the best things in the world
while one is there. It will only be after you have left the place and
lived and worked in the city (should you do so) that you will begin to
feel what I mentioned. May I venture a personal criticism on your last
letter? It’s out of my habit to do so, and if I didn’t care for you so
much I wouldn’t. Your remarks “about the ladies” really hurt me with a
kind of ragtime vulgarity. It’s hard to say in the limitations of a
letter what I mean. You know I am very free from Puritanical
preoccupations,--as much as from excessive elegance.
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