Authors, American -- 20th century -- Correspondence; Crane, Hart, 1899-1932. Correspondence
My dear Gorham: Well,--my mother is at length returned and the house
open again. At present, however, the domestic vista appears a desolate
prospect to me,--a violent contrast to the warm pictures that the former
rooming-house room had conjured up as anticipations. I wrote you a while
ago that I had gotten ’round to enjoy my mother’s companionship. That
illusion, at least for the present, seems to be dispelled. She left here
two months ago, a rather (for her) ductile and seductive woman with a
certain aura of romance about her. She comes back now, satisfied,
shallow, unemotional, insistent on talking food receipts and household
details during meals. The weight of this terrible Christian Science
satisfaction I feel growing heavier and heavier on my neck. Tonight I am
distraught after a two-hour’s effort at camaraderie and amusement with
her. “Dutiful son,” “sage parent,”--“that’s nice,”--and a pat on the
back and the habitual “goodnight kiss.” I give up evenings to her to
hear advice about details in business affairs which she knows nothing
about. Mon Dieu!!! And there is Grandmother in a loud background to add
to the confusion. Exhausted as one may be from an inhuman day, one must
beam out the dinner and evening in proper style or there are
exclamations culminating in excruciating tears. However, I mind it most
when I am alive, like tonight,--not tired, stupid, mild, as on “week
nights.”
Well, anyway, last night was made enjoyable by the spectacle of a good
prize-fight. I have been to a number lately as guest of a newspaper man
who lived over at the rooming house. Of course many matches are
boresome, but provide two sublime machines of human muscle-play in the
vivid light of a “ring,”--stark darkness all around with yells from all
sides and countless eyes gleaming, centered on the circle,--and I get a
real satisfaction and stimulant. I get very heated, and shout loudly,
jump from my seat, etc., and get more interested every time I go.
Really, you must attend a bout or two in N.Y. where a real knock-out is
permitted. Along with liquor, that aristocratic assertion has
disappeared here. There is something about the atmosphere of a ring show
that I have for long wanted to capture into the snares of a poem. I
shall not rest easy until I do, I fear. To describe it to you,--what I
mean,--would be to accomplish my purpose. A kind of patent leather
gloss, an extreme freshness that has nothing to do with the traditional
“dew-on-the-grass” variety conveys something suggestive of my aim. T. S.
Eliot does it often,--once merely with the name “Sweeney,” and Sherwood
Anderson, though with quite different method in a story of his in _The
Smart Set_, some time ago, called “I Want to Know Why,” one of the
greatest stories I ever expect to read,--better even than most of the
_Winesburg_ chapters. This brings me to your story in _The Plowshare_.
What there was of it was well done. But it seems to me that the humor
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