The Letters of the Duke of Wellington to Miss J., 1834-1851: Edited, with Extracts from the Diary of the LatterWellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of
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The Letters of the Duke of Wellington to Miss J., 1834-1851: Edited, with Extracts from the Diary of the Latter
Wellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of
Wellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of, 1769-1852 -- Correspondence
"It is now this day a fortnight since the Duke paid me the visit
attended by the circumstances described, which not only occasioned
suffering immediately after his departure of no common nature, but
daily brought with it an increasing unwillingness to submit to
another interview. As this at _length_ approached I was led to
dread it and consequently to meditate on what The Will of the
Lord might be. Whilst thus employed and looking up for help and
guidance, these blessed promises came, 'In Me is the Help.' '_I
will uphold_ _thee_,' after which I slept in peace. The following
morning, (yesterday) I rose, much strengthened in spirit and prayed
that I might be given grace to fulfil all the good pleasure of God
with regard to one inexpressibly dear to my soul.
"I then rose from my knees, dressed me, and without the slightest
idea what I was about to do descended into the parlor, which I had
no sooner entered than a powerful feeling possessed me to write
to the Duke, and entreat he would desist visiting me, which
accordingly I was compelled to do. In order to know whether he was
in town, I sent for a Newspaper, thereby learning that he arrived
the day before, consequently that in two hours I could prevent a
visit. As the time he mentioned as that of his stay from Town had
doubly elapsed I concluded he would in all probability call that
day and thus subject me to another trying visit, if immediate
measures were not taken to prevent it. Therefore, I wrote on the
letter 'Put in before 4 o'clock,' in which case it is to be hoped
he would receive it at 6,--or at the furthest 8 o'clock, and I thus
feel myself delivered from the anticipation of a visit which under
present circumstances could only have been productive of a
repetition of feelings I am most anxious to avoid."
Saturday, Jan. 10, 1835.
MY LORD DUKE,--Finding my peace, that perfect peace which for so
many years I have almost uninterruptedly enjoyed interfered with
by your visits,--visits which under present circumstances I
cannot feel justified in receiving, as they are of so different a
nature from those I anticipated when I gave you permission to
call upon me,--I think it my DUTY to entreat they should cease.
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