The Letters of the Duke of Wellington to Miss J., 1834-1851: Edited, with Extracts from the Diary of the Latter — John Shaqi
The Letters of the Duke of Wellington to Miss J., 1834-1851: Edited, with Extracts from the Diary of the LatterWellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of
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The Letters of the Duke of Wellington to Miss J., 1834-1851: Edited, with Extracts from the Diary of the Latter
Wellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of
Wellington, Arthur Wellesley, Duke of, 1769-1852 -- Correspondence
The interview was most curious, and is fully described in Miss J.'s
Diary. It seems to furnish the key to this correspondence, that lasted
over seventeen years. Even the pietistic phrases with which Miss J.'s
account is thickly interspersed are of value as demonstrating the
woman's real character, and making plain how completely all that
concerned her was subordinated to her conception of what constituted
the glory of God. The full statement was not written immediately after
the Duke's visit, although the main facts were noted in her Diary. The
following narrative was committed to paper some years after the
occurrence it reports. Her motive in giving particulars is, as she
herself states, to protect herself, lest at her death some question
might arise as to the precise relations that had existed between the
Duke and herself.
She writes:--
"I was about to enter further into a copy of the list of the Duke's
letters, in the book with the lock and key, without comment on the
past; but I am not permitted to do so, considering the Lord is too
jealous for his holy name to suffer me to be exposed to censure
which a full knowledge of circumstances would explain and prevent.
Consequently, however reluctant (_recoiling from the_ TASK _as I
do_) to enter into such, the honor due to the holy name so justly
declared to be above every name demands the _effort_; and may _HE_,
as I have upon my knees especially implored him, be with my pen
accordingly, influencing it to write only what is agreeable to his
unerring will, and likely to obtain the end in view above alluded
to, for his holy _name's_ sake! Since he must have influenced the
Duke of Wellington to love me above every other lady upon earth
from the first moment he beheld me, I am not afraid, as in his
sight, to imply such feelings were permitted to exist towards one,
through the workings of his power, for the accomplishment of his
own ends, be they _whatever_ they may,--_which_ ends, _however_
varying from those I had naturally anticipated, will, I trust,
redound far more to _His Glory_ than my anticipations, if realized,
could possibly have done.
"I say _naturally anticipated!_ And who can presume to think such
were not _justifiable_ when the individual _thus_ brought into my
presence by 'the Lord of Lords' for the purpose of receiving
instruction from his holy word, never spoke, all power of speech
seeming to be withdrawn, until he was compelled to exclaim: 'Oh,
_how_ I _love_ you! _how_ I _love_ you!' repeating the same over
and over and over again with increasing energy.
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