The life and times of the Rev. John Wesley, M.A., founder of the Methodists. Vol. 1 (of 3)Tyerman, L. (Luke)
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The life and times of the Rev. John Wesley, M.A., founder of the Methodists. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Tyerman, L. (Luke)
Methodism; Wesley, John, 1703-1791
October 23. I was pressed to visit a young woman at Kingswood.
I found her on the bed, two or three persons holding her.
Anguish, horror, and despair, above all description, appeared
in her pale face. The thousand distortions of her whole body
showed how the dogs of hell were gnawing at her heart. The
shrieks intermixed were scarce to be endured. She screamed
out, “I am damned, damned; lost for ever! Six days ago you
might have helped me. But it is past. I am the devil’s now,
I have given myself to him: his I am, him I must serve, with
him I must go to hell; I will be his, I will serve him, I will
go with him to hell; I cannot be saved, I will not be saved.
I must, I will, I will be damned!” She then begun praying to
the devil. We began,—“Arm of the Lord, awake, awake!” She
immediately sank down as asleep; but, as soon as we left off,
broke out again, with inexpressible vehemence: “Stony hearts,
break! I am a warning to you. Break, break, poor stony hearts!
I am damned, that you may be saved. You need not be damned,
though I must.” She then fixed her eyes on the corner of the
ceiling, and said, “There he is. Come, good devil, come. You
said you would dash my brains out: come, do it quickly. I am
yours, I will be yours.” We interrupted her by calling again
upon God; on which she sunk down as before: and another young
woman began to roar out as loud as she had done. My brother now
came in, it being about nine o’clock. We continued in prayer
till past eleven; when God, in a moment, spoke peace into the
soul, first of the first tormented, and then of the other. And
they both joined in singing praise to Him who had “stilled the
enemy and the avenger.”
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