The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
“DEAR SIR--PETER ILICH,--Your kind answer to my letter proved a
greater joy than I have experienced for a long while, but--you know
human nature: the more we have of a good thing, the more we want.
Although I promised not to be a nuisance, I already doubt my own
powers of refraining, because I am going to ask you a favour which
may seem to you very strange; but anyone who lives the life of an
anchorite--as I do--must naturally end by regarding all that
relates to society and the conventionalities of life as empty and
meaningless terms. I do not know how you look upon these matters,
but--judging from our short acquaintance--I do not think you will
be disposed to criticise me severely; if I am wrong, however, I
want you to say so frankly, without circumlocution, and to refuse
my request, which is this: give me one of your photographs. I have
already two, but I should like one from you personally; I want to
read in your face the inspiration, the emotions, under the
influence of which you write the music which carries us away to
that world of ideal feelings, aspirations and desires which cannot
be satisfied in life. How much joy, but how much pain is there in
this music! Nor would we consent to give up this suffering, for in
it we find our highest capacities; our happiness, our hopes, which
life denies us. _The Tempest_ was the first work of yours I ever
heard. I cannot tell you the impression it made upon me! For
several days I was half out of my mind. I must tell you that I
cannot separate the man from the musician, and, as the high priest
of so lofty an art, I expect to find in him, more than in ordinary
men, the qualities I most reverence. Therefore after my first
impression of _The Tempest_ I was seized with the desire to know
something of the man who created it. I began to make inquiries
about you, took every opportunity of hearing what was said of you,
stored up every remark, every fragment of criticism, and I must
confess that just those things for which others blamed you were
charms in my eyes--everyone to his taste! Only a few days ago--in
casual conversation--I heard one of your opinions, which delighted
me, and was so entirely in accordance with my own that I felt
suddenly drawn to you by more intimate and friendly ties. It is not
intercourse that draws people together, so much as affinities of
opinion, sentiment, and sympathy, so that one person may be closely
united to another, although in some respects they remain strangers.
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