The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich TchaikovskyChaikovskii, Modest
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The Life & Letters of Peter Ilich Tchaikovsky
Chaikovskii, Modest
Composers -- Russia -- Biography; Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich, 1840-1893
“However, I have wandered from the point without answering your
question. _Our_ symphony has a programme. That is to say, it is
possible to express its contents in words, and I will tell you--and
you alone--the meaning of the entire work and of its separate
movements. Naturally I can only do so as regards its general
features.
“The Introduction is the germ, the leading idea of the whole work.
[Illustration: musical notation]
“This is Fate, that inevitable force which checks our aspirations
towards happiness ere they reach the goal, which watches jealously
lest our peace and bliss should be complete and cloudless--a force
which, like the sword of Damocles, hangs perpetually over our
heads and is always embittering the soul. This force is inescapable
and invincible. There is no other course but to submit and inwardly
lament.
[Illustration: musical notation]
“The sense of hopeless despair grows stronger and more poignant. Is
it not better to turn from reality and lose ourselves in dreams?
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O joy! A sweet and tender dream enfolds me. A bright and serene
presence leads me on.
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How fair! How remotely now is heard the first theme of the Allegro!
Deeper and deeper the soul is sunk in dreams. All that was dark and
joyless is forgotten.
“Here is happiness!
“It is but a dream, Fate awakens us roughly.
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So all life is but a continual alternation between grim truth and
fleeting dreams of happiness. There is no haven. The waves drive us
hither and thither, until the sea engulfs us. This is,
approximately, the programme of the first movement.
“The second movement expresses another phase of suffering. Now it
is the melancholy which steals over us when at evening we sit
indoors alone, weary of work, while the book we have picked up for
relaxation slips unheeded from our fingers. A long procession of
old memories goes by. How sad to think how much is already _past
and gone_! And yet these recollections of youth are sweet. We
regret the past, although we have neither courage nor desire to
start a new life. We are rather weary of existence. We would fain
rest awhile and look back, recalling many things. There were
moments when young blood pulsed warm through our veins and life
gave all we asked. There were also moments of sorrow, irreparable
loss. All this has receded so far into the past. How sad, yet sweet
to lose ourselves therein!
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