Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
“Our little comfort, our dear little Roger, has become insensible to
our parental attentions and fond caresses; the light of his mild blue
eyes is quenched, his sweet face has become cold to our lips, and his
little mind, which, to a parent’s discernment at least, discovered
peculiar sensibility and peculiar sweetness of disposition, has
deserted its infantile tenement and fled—oh, where? Into what strange
scenes is it introduced? Who supports and guides its trembling steps
across the dark valley? There a parent’s aid could not be extended.
But we hope it had a more affectionate and abler guide. We hope that
Jesus has repaired the ruins of the fall in regard to all little
children. And who but thinks their departed children sweet and lovely
beyond compare? Perhaps I am a novice in affliction. Had I lost a
wife, I might not thus lament for a little child eight months old. Yet
nothing but such a scene of bereavement and anguish as we have passed
through can teach us to pity others in like circumstances. Nothing but
experience can teach us what feelings agonize the soul of a parent
when he puts his face to that of his dear, his only child, to
ascertain whether there may not be one breath more; and when satisfied
of the truth, when hope expires with life, he tries to raise the
bursting aspiration: O Lord, receive the spirit!
“Our little Roger died last Saturday morning. We looked at him through
the day, and on the approach of night we laid him in the grave. This
is the fourth day, and we just begin to think, What can we do for the
heathen? But yet it seems hard to forget little Roger so soon, to
force off our thoughts from the attractive, painful subject, and to
return to our usual employments. O may we not suffer in vain! May this
bereavement be sanctified to our souls! and for this I hope we have
your prayers.
“How is Mrs. Lawson, and your little _ones_? We had only _one_. Might
not this have been spared? It was almost all our comfort and our
amusement in this dreary place. But, ‘the Lord gave,’ etc.”
At this same period Mrs. Judson thus opened her sorrowful heart to a
lady in Beverly, Mass.:
“RANGOON, _May_ 10, 1816.
“The sun of another holy Sabbath has arisen upon us, and though no
chime of bells has called us to the house of God, yet we, two in
number, have bowed the knee to our Father in heaven, have invoked His
holy name, have offered Him our feeble praise, have meditated on His
Sacred Word, and commemorated the dying love of a Saviour to a
perishing world. Inestimable privileges! Not denied even in a land
where the Prince of Darkness reigns!
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