Judson, Adoniram, 1788-1850; Missionaries -- Burma -- Biography; Missionaries -- United States -- Biography
“Since worship I have stolen away to a much-loved spot, where I love
to sit and pay the tribute of affection to my lost darling child. It
is a little enclosure of mango-trees, in the centre of which is
erected a small bamboo-house on a rising spot of ground, which looks
down on the new-made grave of an infant boy. Here I now sit; and
though all nature around wears a most romantic, delightful appearance,
yet my heart is sad, and my tears frequently stop my pen. You, my dear
Mrs. Lovett, who are a mother, may _guess_ my feelings; but if you
have never lost a first-born, an only son, you can not _know_ my pain.
Had you even buried your little boy, you are in a Christian country,
surrounded by friends and relatives who could soothe your anguish and
direct your attention to other objects. But behold us solitary and
alone, with this one single source of recreation! Yet even this is
denied us; this must be removed, to show us that we need no other
source of enjoyment but God himself! Do not think, though I thus
write, that I repine at the dealings of Providence, or would wish them
to be otherwise than they are. No; ‘though He slay me, I will trust in
Him,’ is the language I would adopt. Though I say with the prophet,
‘Behold and see if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow,’ yet I
would also say with him, ‘It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not
consumed, because His compassions fail not.’”
While engaged in the hard task of learning the Burman language, Mr.
Judson caught eagerly at every opportunity of imparting Christian truth.
We give his record of a conversation with his teacher:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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