The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
Brontë, Charlotte, 1816-1855; Novelists, English -- 19th century -- Biography
"I would not go to France or to Paris. I would go to Brussels, in
Belgium. The cost of the journey there, at the dearest rate of
travelling, would be 5_l_.; living is there little more than half as
dear as it is in England, and the facilities for education are equal
or superior to any other place in Europe. In half a year, I could
acquire a thorough familiarity with French. I could improve greatly
in Italian, and even get a dash of German, i.e., providing my health
continued as good as it is now. Mary is now staying at Brussels, at a
first-rate establishment there. I should not think of going to the
Chateau de Kokleberg, where she is resident, as the terms are much too
high; but if I wrote to her, she, with the assistance of Mrs. Jenkins,
the wife of the British Chaplain, would be able to secure me a cheap,
decent residence and respectable protection. I should have the
opportunity of seeing her frequently; she would make me acquainted
with the city; and, with the assistance of her cousins, I should
probably be introduced to connections far more improving, polished,
and cultivated, than any I have yet known.
"These are advantages which would turn to real account, when we
actually commenced a school; and, if Emily could share them with me,
we could take a footing in the world afterwards which we can never do
now. I say Emily instead of Anne; for Anne might take her turn at
some future period, if our school answered. I feel certain, while I
am writing, that you will see the propriety of what I say. You always
like to use your money to the best advantage. You are not fond of
making shabby purchases; when you do confer a favour, it is often done
in style; and depend upon it, 50_l_., or 100_l_., thus laid out, would
be well employed. Of course, I know no other friend in the world to
whom I could apply on this subject except yourself. I feel an
absolute conviction that, if this advantage were allowed us, it would
be the making of us for life. Papa will, perhaps, think it a wild and
ambitious scheme; but who ever rose in the world without ambition?
When he left Ireland to go to Cambridge University, he was as
ambitious as I am now. I want us _all_ to get on. I know we have
talents, and I want them to be turned to account. I look to you,
aunt, to help us. I think you will not refuse. I know, if you
consent, it shall not be my fault if you ever repent your kindness."
This letter was written from the house in which she was residing as
governess. It was some little time before an answer came. Much had to
be talked over between the father and aunt in Haworth Parsonage. At last
consent was given. Then, and not till then, she confided her plan to an
intimate friend. She was not one to talk over-much about any project,
while it remained uncertain--to speak about her labour, in any direction,
while its result was doubtful.
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