The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Life of Charlotte Brontë — Volume 1
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
Brontë, Charlotte, 1816-1855; Novelists, English -- 19th century -- Biography
"The Carnival is just over, and we have entered upon the gloom and
abstinence of Lent. The first day of Lent we had coffee without milk
for breakfast; vinegar and vegetables, with a very little salt fish,
for dinner; and bread for supper. The Carnival was nothing but
masking and mummery. M. Heger took me and one of the pupils into the
town to see the masks. It was animating to see the immense crowds,
and the general gaiety, but the masks were nothing. I have been twice
to the D.'s" (those cousins of "Mary's" of whom I have before made
mention). "When she leaves Bruxelles, I shall have nowhere to go to.
I have had two letters from Mary. She does not tell me she has been
ill, and she does not complain; but her letters are not the letters of
a person in the enjoyment of great happiness. She has nobody to be as
good to her as M. Heger is to me; to lend her books; to converse with
her sometimes, &c.
"Good-bye. When I say so, it seems to me that you will hardly hear
me; all the waves of the Channel heaving and roaring between must
deaden the sound."
From the tone of this letter, it may easily be perceived that the
Brussels of 1843 was a different place from that of 1842. Then she had
Emily for a daily and nightly solace and companion. She had the weekly
variety of a visit to the family of the D.s; and she had the frequent
happiness of seeing "Mary" and Martha. Now Emily was far away in
Haworth--where she or any other loved one, might die, before Charlotte,
with her utmost speed, could reach them, as experience, in her aunt's
case, had taught her. The D.s were leaving Brussels; so, henceforth, her
weekly holiday would have to be passed in the Rue d'Isabelle, or so she
thought. "Mary" was gone off on her own independent course; Martha alone
remained--still and quiet for ever, in the cemetery beyond the Porte de
Louvain. The weather, too, for the first few weeks after Charlotte's
return, had been piercingly cold; and her feeble constitution was always
painfully sensitive to an inclement season. Mere bodily pain, however
acute, she could always put aside; but too often ill-health assailed her
in a part far more to be dreaded. Her depression of spirits, when she
was not well, was pitiful in its extremity. She was aware that it was
constitutional, and could reason about it; but no reasoning prevented her
suffering mental agony, while the bodily cause remained in force.
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