The Life of Col. James GardinerReligious Tract Society (Great Britain)
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The Life of Col. James Gardiner
Religious Tract Society (Great Britain)
Converts -- Great Britain -- Biography; Gardiner, James, 1688-1745
A remarkable instance of this happened about the middle of the year 1720,
on his first return to make any considerable abode in England, after his
remarkable change. He had heard on the other side of the water, that it
was currently reported among his companions at home, that he was stark
mad: a report at which no reader, who knows the wisdom of the world in
these matters will be much surprised. He hence concluded that he should
have many battles to fight, and was willing to despatch the business as
fast as he could. And, therefore, being to spend a few days at the
country-house of a person of distinguished rank, with whom he had been
very intimate, he begged the favour of him that he would contrive matters
so, that a day or two after he came down, several of their former gay
companions might meet at his Lordship’s table; that he might have an
opportunity of making his apology to them, and acquainting them with the
nature and reasons of his change. It was accordingly agreed to; and a
pretty large company met on the day appointed, with previous notice that
major Gardiner would be there. A good deal of raillery passed at dinner,
to which the major made very little answer. But when the cloth was taken
away, and the servants had retired, he begged their patience for a few
minutes and then plainly and seriously told them what notions he
entertained of virtue and religion, and on what considerations he had
absolutely determined, that, by the grace of God, he would make these
things the care and business of his life, whatever he might lose by it,
and whatever censure and contempt he might incur. He well knew how
improper it was, in such company, to relate the extraordinary manner in
which he was awakened; which they would probably have interpreted as a
proof of lunacy, notwithstanding all the gravity and solidity of his
discourse; but he contented himself with such a rational defence of a
righteous, sober and godly life, as he knew none of them could with any
shadow of reason contest. He then challenged them to propose any thing
they could urge to prove that a life of irreligion and debauchery was
preferable to the fear, love, and worship of the eternal God, and a
conduct agreeable to the precepts of his gospel. And he failed not to
bear his testimony from his own experience, (to one part of which many of
them had been witnesses,) that after having run the round of sensual
pleasure, with all the advantages the best constitution and spirits could
give him, he had never tasted any thing deserving to be called happiness,
till he made religion his refuge and delight. He testified, calmly and
boldly, the habitual serenity and peace, that he now felt in his own
breast, and the composure and pleasure with which he looked forward to
objects, which the gayest sinner must acknowledge to be equally
unavoidable and dreadful.
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