The Life of Florence Nightingale, vol. 2 of 2Cook, Edward Tyas, Sir
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The Life of Florence Nightingale, vol. 2 of 2
Cook, Edward Tyas, Sir
Nightingale, Florence, 1820-1910
(_Sir John McNeill to Miss Nightingale._) EDINBURGH, _November_ 19.
I should find it difficult to tell you how much your letter has
distressed me. I do not know that I have ever cared so much for any
man of whom I had seen so little as I did for Clough. Perhaps it
may not have been all on his own account, for to know that he was
near you was a comfort, but if he had not been altogether estimable
in head and heart this mixed feeling could not have arisen. His
death leaves you dreadfully alone in the midst of your work, but
that work is your life and you can do it alone. There is no feeling
more sustaining than that of being alone--at least I have ever
found it so. To mount my horse and ride over the desert alone with
the sky closing the circle in which my horse and I were the only
living things, I have always found intensely elating. To work out
views in which no one helped me has all my life been to me a source
of vitality and strength. So I doubt not it will be to you, for you
have a strength and a power for good to which I never could
pretend. It is a small matter to die a few days sooner than usual.
It is a great matter to work while it is day, and so to husband
one's power as to make the most of the days that are given us. This
you will do. Herbert and Clough and many more may fall around you,
but you are destined to do a great work and you cannot die till it
is substantially, if not apparently, done. You are leaving your
impress on the age in which you live, and the print of your foot
will be traced by generations yet unborn. Go on--to you the
accidents of mortality ought to be as the falling of the leaves in
autumn. Ever respectfully and sincerely yours, JOHN MCNEILL.
Miss Nightingale was able, as her friends predicted, to pursue in hours
of gloom the tasks which in hours of insight she had willed; and to
continue, without the same sympathy from close friends as before, the
kind of work which she had once done with Sidney Herbert's co-operation
or with Clough's advice. But she yearned for sympathy none the less; in
a noble, though an exacting, way. For by "sympathy" she understood not
such feeling as would be expressed merely in affectionate behaviour or
personal consideration for herself, but a fellow-feeling for her objects
expressed in readiness to follow her in serving them with something of
her own practical devotion. She did not think of herself apart from her
mission.
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