Johannes, who took the next train to Hamburg after receiving his
sister's summons, arrived soon after all was over, and turned
immediately towards his mother's bed-chamber. He had once before passed
through a great sorrow, but in Schumann's case death had come in the
guise of a friend. This was another kind of bereavement, and the loss of
the dear, simply-loving old mother wrung his heart. 'Do not go in yet,
Hannes,' said Elise, trying to prevent him, and, indeed, as he passed on
into the room the sudden complete realization of the mother's tenderness
gone from his life broke down his self-command on the instant. He knelt
down by the quiet bed and sobbed aloud in uncontrollable grief. When he
had somewhat collected himself he presently went out. Solitude, however,
often welcome to him, was not what he wanted to-day, nor over-much
sympathy, but affection--and affection of a kind that perhaps may have
seemed to him something akin to the assured, unreasoning mother's love.
He turned into kind Frau Cossel's and asked her to let him have a child.
His own little goddaughter Johanna was most willingly at his service as
a companion, and as soon as she was ready the pair walked away together
hand in hand back to Elise, the little girl somewhat awed by the
situation and the changed demeanour of the friend whom she was
accustomed to regard as the merriest of her companions, but glad to be
in his society on any terms. Leaving his godchild with Elise, Johannes
almost immediately went out again, and returned after a while with his
father, whom he drew with him into the adjoining room, accidentally
leaving the door of communication a little open. The scene of the
death-chamber was thus made visible to the frightened Johanna from her
position in the parlour, and imprinted itself indelibly on her brain.
She watched it spellbound, and was not too young a child to be
penetrated and touched by what she saw.
The two men stood together by the bedside for a few seconds without
stirring. Then Johannes, putting his hand on his father's arm, gently
guided it towards the motionless figure, and, placing the husband's hand
over that of the dead wife, kept both covered with his own in a last
reconciliation. Kind friends came to the funeral, and true sympathy was
at hand, but Johannes shrank in his grief from hearing the expression of
condolence. 'I have no mother now: I must marry,' he said miserably when
the service was over. Stockhausen and his wife insisted that he and
Elise should dine quietly with them that day, and there is little doubt
that Brahms was helped by the affectionate consideration shown on all
sides, and was quietly grateful for it. He returned to his work in a few
days, but the responsibility for the maintenance of Elise, who, having
strongly felt the mother's side of the family difficulties, shrank from
the idea of rejoining her father, remained entirely his.
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