The Life of Ludwig van Beethoven, Volume IIThayer, Alexander Wheelock
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The Life of Ludwig van Beethoven, Volume II
Thayer, Alexander Wheelock
Beethoven, Ludwig van, 1770-1827
... No doubt you were surprised at the Breuning affair; believe
me, dear (friend), my eruption was only the outburst consequent on
many unpleasant encounters between us before. I have the talent in
many cases to conceal my sensitiveness and repress it; but if I am
irritated at a time when I am more susceptible than usual to anger,
I burst out more violently than anybody else. Breuning certainly
has excellent qualities, but he thinks he is free from all faults
and his greatest ones are those which he thinks he sees in others.
He has a spirit of pettiness which I have despised since childhood.
My judgment almost predicted the course which affairs would take
with Breuning, since our modes of thinking, acting and feeling
are so different, but I thought these difficulties might also be
overcome;--experience has refuted me. And now, no more friendship!
I have found only two friends in the world with whom I have never
had a misunderstanding, but what men! One is dead, the other still
lives. Although we have not heard from each other in nearly six
years I know that I occupy the first place in his heart as he
does in mine. The foundation of friendship demands the greatest
similarity between the hearts and souls of men. I ask no more than
that you read the letter which I wrote to Breuning and his letter
to me. No, he shall never again hold the place in my heart which
once he occupied. He who can think a friend capable of such base
thoughts and be guilty of such base conduct towards him is not
worth my friendship.
The reader knows too well the character of Breuning to be prejudiced
against him by all these harsh expressions written by Beethoven in a
fit of choler of which he heartily repented and “brought forth fruits
meet for repentance.” But, as Ries says, “these letters together
with their consequences are too beautiful a testimony to Beethoven’s
character to be omitted here,” the more so as they introduce, by the
allusions in them, certain matters of more or less interest from the
“Notizen” of Ries. Thus Ries writes:
One evening I came to Baden to continue my lessons. There I found
a handsome young woman sitting on the sofa with him. Thinking
that I might be intruding I wanted to go at once, but Beethoven
detained me and said: “Play for the time being.” He and the lady
remained seated behind me. I had already played for a long time
when Beethoven suddenly called out: “~Ries, play some love music~”;
a little later, “~Something melancholy!~” then, “~Something
passionate!~” etc.
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