The Life of Me: An AutobiographyJohnson, Clarence Edgar
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The Life of Me: An Autobiography
Johnson, Clarence Edgar
Fisher County (Tex.) -- Biography; Fisher County (Tex.) -- History; Johnson family; Johnson, Clarence Edgar, 1906-1994
However, just before the lunch hour that day I was talking with
some boys and jokingly said, "We'd better not run away but when
they tell us to pass to classes, we could just remain seated." I
hadn't really meant it and we didn't plan action. If I had meant
it, I would have suggested that we remain seated only a minute or
less, just to demonstrate student solidarity, and that not in
defiance, but rather in fun.
But I underestimated the effects of my little suggestion and the
solidarity of the student body. When one o'clock came and the
teacher said, "Rise and pass to your classes," not one student
got up. I was surprised. Something was happening here beyond
any suggestion I had made.
Other teachers got together, whispered a few words in their
huddle and one of them gave the order again, but still no one
made a move. Then Mr. Hinton came out, spoke a few words of
advice to us and asked us to go to our classes. This time three
girls got up and went to class, perhaps the same three who showed
up for class the year before.
By this time I had begun to feel guilty and uneasy. I didn't
know who had planned all this nor whether it was the result of my
suggestion, but I knew I could be held responsible because of
what I had said. The thing had gotten out of hand and someone
could get hurt. I knew that someone could be me. This just
wasn't right, but I didn't want to be the one to spoil something
someone else had planned, if indeed someone else had planned it,
so I went along with the scheme.
Next, Mr. Greene called a student into his office. I don't
remember who the student was, but he soon came back and took his
seat with the rest of us. And again, another teacher asked us to
respond, but we didn't.
Then Mr. Greene sent for me, and at that moment I guess I felt
smaller than I had ever felt in my life. I think I could have
crawled through the knothole in our back porch, through which I
put so many calomel tablets when I was a little kid. I thought
to myself, "This time they have caught me, I'm guilty, I'll be
kicked out of school, and I have no idea how severely Papa will
punish me this time."
But my worry had not been necessary. I learned right away that
Mr. Greene and the teachers were not looking for someone to blame
for this unpleasant incident, but rather, they were looking for a
leader--a Moses, mind you, to lead these students out of the
study hall and into the classrooms, thereby keeping us all out of
serious trouble.
I went back and took my seat in the study hall. Again one of the
teachers said, "Rise and pass to your classes."
And again no one moved. Then, about two seconds later, I stood
up and said, "Let's all rise and go to our classes," and every
student obeyed.
They just needed a leader, and I was there at the right time.
They might not have followed me ten minutes earlier. And another
thing they were waiting for was one of their own to lead them, so
they would not have to yield to authority.
CHAPTER 13
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