The life of Midhat Pasha; a record of his services, political reforms, banishment, and judicial murderAli Haydar Mithat
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The life of Midhat Pasha; a record of his services, political reforms, banishment, and judicial murder
Ali Haydar Mithat
Midhat Paşa, 1822-1884; Statesmen -- Turkey -- Biography; Turkey -- History -- 19th century
“To this end the Vali chose Major Bekir Effendi, who was charged with
our surveillance and with the execution of this mission. As soon as
he arrived, Bekir dismissed our servants and cooks and reduced our
rations. I was in bed, suffering from the pain of this abscess, when
Bekir came and told me the orders he had received, which he did in
a severe voice, with a rough tone and without the least touch of
feeling. He told us that we must be contented with a little soup and
with vegetables, which would be served to us in one of those bowls
used by the soldiers, and that we were strictly forbidden to procure
other food than that which was provided for us. At the same time he
forbade us to have our linen washed, a task which each one of us must
perform for himself. Besides this, he took away the inkstand, pen
and paper that was at our disposition, and everything necessary for
correspondence. Luckily, I had burned your letters, although they
contained nothing compromising, but complications might have arisen
from them if they had fallen into their hands.
“This part of his mission accomplished, Major Bekir had the wife and
child of Haïroullah Effendi, who were occupying a separate house,
sent off to Mecca that very night. Our servants and cooks followed
very soon afterwards.
“The treatment to which we are submitted is one means of many to
get rid of us. For my companions have always been accustomed to
luxury and ease, and even though hunger may oblige them to eat the
poor food given to the soldiers, their health cannot endure such a
regimen, and they will certainly end by succumbing, but only after
how much suffering and misery! I cannot give you an idea of the
melancholy into which they are plunged. They are constantly praying
Heaven for their deliverance. As to me, what I find the most painful,
is being deprived of my servant, whom they removed by force, and
whose attentions were more than ever necessary to me at a moment when
my state of health has got so much worse.
“The refusal of the Governor‐General of Mecca to send a doctor, and
the speech and most unjustifiable conduct of Bekir, contributed not a
little to the aggravation of my condition. I had no other consolation
than the hope of quitting this life and of at last succumbing to
the sufferings that I endured. But it cannot be helped; the supreme
hour has not yet come, and I must still suffer. I had lost all hope,
although Heaven in its mercy often reserves consolations for the
unhappy, and relief for their sorrows.
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