The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convertHall, John
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The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convert
Hall, John
Abdool Messeeh, 1771 or 1772-1827; Martyn, Henry, 1781-1812
these sources, and to give himself up wholly to the employment of
carrying the knowledge of the way of salvation to nations who were in
all the darkness of idolatry.
Nor are we to suppose that it cost Martyn no struggle, to give up all
these prospects. Men are seldom so much sanctified, as to make great
sacrifices with entire cheerfulness. He had still to strive with
his pride, his love of the world, his indisposition to toil amongst
a wretched and ignorant people; but he found strength to sustain
these trials by persevering, earnest prayer; by meditating more on
the duty he owed his Maker, and the return which the atonement that
Christ had made for his sins, called for from him. Thus, through
God’s favour, not through any ability of his own, he became the
useful man he afterwards was in India.
The nature of the temptations he underwent at times, may be
understood from his own candid statement of them to his pious sister.
“I received your letter yesterday, and thank God for the concern you
manifest for my spiritual welfare. O that we may love each other
more and more in the Lord. The passages you bring from the word of
God, were appropriate to my case, particularly those from the first
Epistle of St. Peter, and that to the Ephesians; though I do not seem
to have given you a right view of my state. The dejection I sometimes
labour under seems not to arise from doubts of my acceptance with
God, though it tends to produce them; nor from desponding views
of my own backwardness in the divine life, for I am more prone
to self-dependence and conceit; but from the prospect of the
_difficulties I have to encounter in the whole of my future life_.
The thought that I must be unceasingly employed in the same kind of
work, amongst poor ignorant people, is what my proud spirit revolts
at. To be obliged to submit to a thousand uncomfortable things that
must happen to me, whether as a minister or a missionary, is what
the flesh cannot endure. At these times I feel neither love to God,
nor love to man; and in proportion as these graces of the Spirit
languish, my besetting sins, pride, and discontent, and unwillingness
for every duty, make me miserable.
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