The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convert — John Shaqi
The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convertHall, John
History
The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convert
Hall, John
Abdool Messeeh, 1771 or 1772-1827; Martyn, Henry, 1781-1812
‘The God of Abraham praise,
At whose supreme command
From earth I rise, and seek the joys
At his right hand.’
‘I all on earth forsake,
Its wisdom, fame, and power;
And him my only portion make,
My shield and tower.’
“There was something peculiarly solemn and affecting to me in this
hymn, and particularly at this time. The truth of the sentiments I
knew well enough. But alas! I felt that the state of mind expressed
in it was above mine at the time; and I felt loth to forsake all on
earth.”
“I went on board in extreme anguish, and found an opportunity in
the sloop by which I passed to the ship, to cry, with brokenness
of spirit, to the Lord. The words, ‘Why sayest thou, O Jacob, and
speakest, O Israel, My way is hid from the Lord, and my judgment is
passed over from my God?’ were brought to my mind with such force,
that I burst into a flood of tears, and felt much relieved in my
soul, by the thought that God was thus compassionate, and the blessed
Lord Jesus a merciful and compassionate High Priest, who condescended
to sympathize with me. In the afternoon, it pleased God to give me a
holy and blessed season in prayer, in which my soul recovered much
of its wonted peace.”
Orders for the sailing of the fleet with which his ship was
connected, were given on the 10th of August, whilst Martyn was twenty
miles in the country. An express was sent after him; but had not an
accident happened to the ship in clearing from the harbour, he would
have been too late. On the 14th, the fleet anchored again for two
weeks, at Cork, in Ireland. He had suffered much from despondence and
weakness of health, and speaks in his Journal of the trials of his
lot as being far greater than he had expected. But he was blessed
also with spiritual consolation, in proportion as he placed his
confidence on Him who called him to the service. On one occasion he
says,
“After a long and blessed season in prayer, I felt the spirit
of adoption drawing me very near to God, and giving me the full
assurance of his love. My fervent prayer was, that I might be more
deeply and habitually convinced of his unchanging everlasting love,
and that my whole soul might be altogether in Christ. I scarcely knew
how to express the desires of my heart. I wanted to be all in Christ,
and to have Christ for my ‘all in all;’—to be encircled in his
‘everlasting arms, and to be swallowed up altogether in his fulness.
I wished for no created good, nor for men to know my experience:
but to be one with thee, and live for thee, O God, my Saviour and
Lord. O may it be my constant care to live free from the spirit of
bondage, at all times having access to the Father. This I feel should
be the state of the Christian: perfect reconciliation with God, and
a perfect appropriation of him in all his endearing attributes,
according to all that he has promised: it is this that shall bear me
safely through the storm.”
And some weeks afterwards:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account