The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convert — John Shaqi
The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convertHall, John
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The life of Rev. Henry Martyn : $b Written for the American Sunday School Union, with some account of Abdool Messeeh, a Hindoo convert
Hall, John
Abdool Messeeh, 1771 or 1772-1827; Martyn, Henry, 1781-1812
Notwithstanding the fact, which he afterwards acknowledged, that
during his stay at home the wickedness of his heart rose to a
greater height than at any other time, yet the change which soon
afterwards took place in him, seems to have been connected with the
peculiar state of his circumstances and feelings at that period. At
an examination after his return to college, his ambition attained
its object, and he was pronounced first in his class. A few weeks
afterwards, he received information of the sudden death of his
father. This was a great affliction to him, and was more severe,
as it happened in the midst of his triumph, and brought to his
remembrance the acts of filial disrespect which his evil passions
had led him so lately to commit. Finding that in this state of mind,
he could take no pleasure in his usual studies, he resorted to his
Bible, under the impression that its perusal would be more suitable
to his present feelings. In this new direction of his inquiries
he was encouraged by his pious friend at college, and commenced
reading Luke’s narrative of the Acts of the Apostles, as the most
entertaining part of the New Testament. This led him gradually to
examine the doctrines of those holy men; and the duty of religion, in
the circumstances of his affliction, made this much of an impression,
that he began to use prayers, and to ask formally for pardon, though
he had little sense of his sinfulness. His heart was evidently
softened by the occurrence of his father’s death; and the admonitions
and prayers of his sister, with the convictions of his own judgment,
disposed him to pay attention to the subject, from which he was not
violently drawn away, as formerly, by his pursuit of fame, having now
reached the highest station to which he could attain in his class.
But his pride caused him to shrink from the humility which every
sinner must feel before he can come to the Saviour: so little did he
yet know his own heart; for the man who truly feels the condition in
which he stands in the sight of a Supreme Being, infinitely great,
infinitely holy, infinitely just, against whose laws, and mercy, and
goodness, he has sinned without excuse, cannot but be humble when he
becomes acquainted with his true character.
Such was the apparent commencement of the influence of the Holy
Spirit on Martyn’s heart; and although on his return to Cambridge,
those sacred impressions were in danger of being destroyed by his
diligent application to the study of mathematics, which once more
threatened to engage his whole attention, yet the divine mercy
preserved him in the trial. Some passages in a letter written to his
sister at this period, show that religion must have entered into
his daily thoughts, and that he was already brought to see the
reasonableness and beauty of spiritual devotion.
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