No doubt they spoilt her, and she must still have been very young when
her audacity and wilfulness began to cause her parents real anxiety. In
January, 1847, her Mother writes:
“DEAR SOPHY,
I am very pleased with your marker, I think it nicely done for
you. I wish you many happy returns of your birthday—now you are seven
years old I hope you will pray for the Holy Spirit to keep you from
sin, from disobedience, and from violence of temper. I send you as a
text for your birthday 16 Proverbs 32, and I trust you will try hard
to act upon it.... I hope you take all the care you can of dear Papa—
he says you are very good. Brother sends love.
I am your affectionate Mother,
MARIA EMILY JEX-BLAKE.”
A day or two later she writes again:
“I am very glad to hear you had such a happy birthday—how kind in Mary
to give you that nice tea-pot. I hope you remember to thank God for
giving you so many kind friends. Be sure to take all the care you can
of dear Papa, and if he takes you for a walk do not let him talk.
I miss Papa’s nice explaining God’s word every morning at prayers, you
must tell me what it has been about.
We like Brighton and I think I am stronger, but we shall be very glad
to be home again. I hope Mary takes care about the poor people’s broth
and the puddings for the sick children. I long to see all my poor
friends again, but I trust some one visits them and that they do not
miss me. Papa must go and read with Mrs. P. when he is able and with
Mrs. C.... Ask Mr. Macleane to bring you back with him in his pocket,
when he returns on Monday. Show him how quiet you can be.”
It is clear the teaching of religion had already begun, if indeed there
was ever a time when it had not,—the teaching of such genuine heartfelt
religion!—under symbols that never were suited to the mind of a
sensitive child. So it is not surprising that she was not always the
Grand Mogul, poor little soul! The next papers that survive are in a
totally different vein. They are written when she was seven or eight
years old, and the handwriting, though far from beautiful, is much
better formed.
“DEAR MRS. BLAKE,
I wish you would be so kind as to come and see me every night in
Bed-ford-shire at least tonight on Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday
Thursday Friday Saturday and next Sunday after tomorrow. I require an
answer to this note (letter) even if you do come tonight. There are
now so many railroads that you can get to Bedfordshire in one minute.
Please send ‘Madam Mary’ with this and then come up.
GRANDAFLORER.”
The true inwardness of this request appears in a private paper probably
of an earlier date, folded up and labelled on the outside, “A Prayer to
be Said After an unhappy Night.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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