“I agree with Macdonald,” is her connotation. “The only argument some
people understand is being knocked down, and it’s cruel to withhold it
from them.
And a very mild knocking down this time.”
“July 8th. Annette’s Sunday School. ‘The outward and visible sign in
baptism?’
‘Please, ma’am, the baby, ma’am.’”
That her lamp was not burning dim one gathers from the letter that
follows. It relates to the young invalid college friend whom she had
wished to take with her to Germany:
“Nov. 15th. 1863.
DEAR LUCY,
Though I know you will have heard before this of dear L.’s going
home to her rest, I think you will like to have a few lines from me,
as I believe E. was not able to write to you herself.
You heard probably of her breaking a blood vessel last month soon
after her return to London, and it was very soon after that that I saw
her for the last time alive. She was very gentle and quiet then, and I
have since thought that she more entirely realised how near the end
was than I and others did,—for there was no immediate danger then as
far as anyone could know. When I told her again how much a duty I
thought it for her to take the utmost care of her life for His service
Who gave it, and added ‘Not that I want you or anyone to _fear_
death,—that is the last thought one should have of the Home-going’,—
she said,—‘Oh, yes,—I never did, and I never understood why people
do.’ I told her Mother of this afterwards, and it is a very pleasant
memory, among others.
Well, it was on Thursday, November 3rd. that this terrible spasmodic
asthma came on, and I am afraid the struggle was sore for just the
week,—but there was mercy in that too, for it made her Mother glad to
see her at rest after it. Just a week later she died, very
peacefully,—passing in sleep into the rest that remaineth. I heard of
it on Thursday and went up to London directly, and I never was more
heartily glad of having done anything in my life, for both Mrs. B. and
E. seemed _so_ glad to see me, and you can hardly believe the peaceful
happy few hours we had together,—indeed there came to me (and I think
to them too in some degree) such an intense realization of what the
joy and light was into which she had entered, that no room seemed left
for any pain even for oneself. I did love L. very much,—more perhaps
than any of you knew,—but when I stood looking down on that calm pale
face, the only words that would come into my mind were,—‘He was not,
for God took him’. It seemed quite impossible even for a moment to
identify _her_ with that chill silence,—one felt _she_ was already in
the everlasting arms. Dear child! She left altogether a very happy
memory,—of a bright clear life, and a calm peaceful death. We ‘thank
God for this our dear sister departed....’
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