I am comforting myself with the hope that you are waging constant war
against _self-will_ and _disobedience_. You can hardly believe how
happy you will be when through God’s help upon your earnest
endeavours, you can obey _at once_ and give up your own way. I send my
darling child a text which I wish her to learn and pray for grace to
live up to. It is 1 Peter v. 5. I wish you to learn it perfectly and
make it part of your _daily_ prayers. Tell me when you write that you
have done so. Bear it in mind all day long, and try hard, very hard,
to live up to it. I often fancy you all at morning prayers and wish I
could be there.[4] God gives you great privileges, dear child, that
you may live to Him.”
Footnote 4:
She would probably not have elected to be there on the morning when
some imp induced Sophy to tip over a bench on to the row of girls
kneeling in front of her.
All the letters are in this vein, and all were read by the recipient
many times and carefully preserved.
In June, 1849, she went with her parents, brother and sister to spend a
long holiday in the Lake District, and one is glad to think of her as
being much in the open air, collecting plants and stones, “shooting a
good deal with bow and arrows,” riding on the coach, and being allowed
to drive for a few minutes herself.[5]
Footnote 5:
She used to say that her intimate familiarity with the details of
harnessing and all stable matters was due to the fact that when they
were spending a holiday in the country her father allowed them to have
a pony and trap on condition that, with the exception of actual
grooming, the children managed it entirely themselves.
Her holiday diary is as well written and as dull as that of the average
adult, and one is almost startled when one comes upon such entries as
“Played at horses and pretended I was driving the mail”; and again, “A
very wet day. I had a very nice game with Papa and Carry, and another
with Carry in the afternoon and afterwards another alone with Papa very
nice indeed and I enjoyed it _very_ much.”
On the other hand there was no lack of church-going, and the texts are
always carefully noted down:
“July 29th Sunday. Went to Keswick church in the morning and the text
was James 4. 8. Brother went to church at Thornthwaite. Papa, Brother
and Carry walked off to the Vale of St. John’s, but there was no
sermon—only prayers. Went to Keswick church in the afternoon and the
clergyman took his text from Ps. 119, 96.”
“Aug. 5th. Mama was very ill and I stopped at home both in the morning
and afternoon with her. Papa, Brother and Carry went to Brougham-hall
to church but there was no service. They went again in the afternoon
to Brougham-hall—no sermon. I went in the evening to Penrith church
and the text was Luke 16. 8.”
_She_ never seems to have drawn a blank, poor little soul!
A previous entry is even more characteristic of the world she lived in:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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