In any case their kindness never faltered: they could not face having
the child at home, and for some months they did not even see her; but
some “kind ladies” were found to take charge of her until she could be
put temporarily in the care of her old schoolmistress, Mrs. Teed.
Very soon a reassuring report came to relieve the anxious parents. On
July 10th, 1854, Mrs. Jex-Blake writes:
“I delight to think that my dear child is availing herself of this
great opportunity of redeeming her character. The past is so sad, so
disappointing, and the thinking of it is so sure to make me ill, that
I endeavour with my utmost power to forget it. I will not dwell upon
it, but look forward to a bright future when my own dear child ...
will see that determination and self-willedness _can only_ cause
misery and discomfort to herself, and wellnigh shorten, certainly
embitter my old age.
I do feel greatly comforted by Mrs. Teed’s giving a favourable account
of you. She would like you to be less idle. Why do not you write out
some papers about your natural philosophy subjects and zoology?”
“Well, darling,” her Father writes (July 17th), “I was very glad to
get your letter, though I should like you to write more wisely. I
don’t at all mind your writing about ‘unkind lectures’ for I _know_ I
never am and cannot be unkind to my own child; but I do earnestly wish
that you saw (as others do) how exceedingly foolish your conduct has
been, and that by nothing but a complete change can you ever be
comfortable.”
Meanwhile arrangements were being made for the child to go to another
school, and one is thankful to record that it was at least a great
improvement on its predecessors. On July 21st, 1854, Mr. Jex-Blake
writes:
“We have had a letter from Mrs. H. this morning, and it is now settled
that G.W. you go to her the beginning of next month and Mrs. T. will
take you and kindly give you the benefit of her introduction. You will
go under the most advantageous circumstances possible, and it will be
solely and _entirely_ your own fault, my darling child, if everybody
about you does not love you.”
A month later he writes again:
“MY SWEET CHILD,
I have just read your letter to the dear Mother.... Your letter
gives me great pleasure, it is so sensible, and the tone throughout so
like that of a dear dear child, who will never knowingly again give a
minute’s pain to the very best of Mothers, that I felt I could not be
happy without writing to my darling at once to tell her how I look
forward to her being a real comfort to dearest Mummy, and a constant
‘sunbeam’ to me.... I believe the happy feeling of confidence she has
about you now is doing more for her than all the doctors in the
world.”
A fortnight later he paid the child a visit, to which she refers in the
following letter:
“11th Sept. 1854.
DARLING FATHER,
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