“When I first saw her that evening, I thought she did not look so
well, but since then I think the contrary—She is much thinner, but in
such good spirits, and so happy. I think she quite likes everyone to
know that she has been made mathematical tutor, for it is considered a
great honour.”
S. J.-B. would fain have seen more of these delightful cousins, but
their father held strict views as to the conditions under which well-
born girls might visit London.
“As to Ellie and Sarah,” writes Mrs. Jex-Blake in one of the severe
moods that had become so rare, “instead of being hurt they do not
accede to all you ask, you might well be proud of their _warm_ love.
You have taken yourself out of your natural position, and you cannot
understand the need for their conforming to the proprieties their
Father so naturally and properly expects. Good-looking girls do not
needlessly go about London without chaperons. Happily for them, their
Father’s wish is sufficient to guide them. There is a respect and duty
to the position, however weak and inferior you may judge a Parent to
be.[15] Well, darling, God bless and comfort you.”
Footnote 15:
The reference is not to S. J.-B.’s own parents.
Yet, judged by present-day standards, S. J.-B. would not have been
considered deficient in the spirit of compromise. Her letters to her
Father on the subject of tutor’s fees is evidence enough on that score,
and those letters are in no way at variance with her whole attitude.
“A triumph as to _life_!” she records in her diary. “Last Monday told
Mummy of my not going to the Opera without telling her, but proclaimed
my intention in the future. No interdiction. So I talked a little
about it to make all my ground sure, and coming back on Tuesday found
them going to Macbeth, Friday, and yesterday told Mummy as a matter of
course. She acquiesced if not consented, and was glad we had so nice a
party and hoped I shall not go _often_, so entirely removing all
interdiction....
Well, as to the Theatre! I believe I must confess myself disappointed.
Charles Kean as Macbeth did not satisfy me. Mrs. C. Kean very good (I
suppose) as Lady Macbeth. Yet not _real_, as Shakespeare surely should
be. After the murder of Duncan was perhaps the grandest, most awful,
most real.... The scene where Macduff learns his loss more _real_ than
most. The fighting at the end ludicrous.... I thought there would be
decent fencing.”
A few months later she went (with Miss Wodehouse) to a ritualistic
church, and was moved to hot indignation.
“How can this man wear a priestly robe in the Church, and subscribe to
her 6th and 20th most scriptural articles? Well, indeed, might we pray
for the state of the Church Militant, when within her walls are such
teachers.
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