Well, I don’t think it is of much use to argue any more—I have told
you honestly what I think.... Thank you anyhow for listening to me
patiently and answering me. I do not like to vex you after all this—
you have been and are very good to me. You ask me to wait a little
while and consider. I have considered well, and I do not believe any
further thought would alter my opinion. However I will promise you for
this term only (not ceding the principle) not to take any fees, but if
they come (which I do not yet know) to return them as a free gift to
the College. If at the end of this term I still hold my opinion, I
trust you not to oppose my determination again. Remember and
understand, Daddy, I do promise this simply and only because you wish
it, and not because in the least degree my mind is one whit altered on
the point. I trust you to meet me half way, and not be in any degree
grieved if I resume my intention next term.
Goodbye darling,
Ever your loving child,
SOPHY.”
“Saturday night. Feb. 5th 1859.
DEAREST,
... Tom’s being a _man_ makes _all_ the difference, he has just
taken the _plain path of duty_. I am very pleased with the spirit in
which you write, darling, but I must be sincere, which I should not be
if I told you that I had the shadow of a doubt that you ought not to
be a _paid_ teacher....
Ever, dearest,
Your affect. Father,
T. JEX-BLAKE.”
So closes this delightful correspondence. It was not to be supposed that
she should have no regrets. In her diary she says:
“Feb. 13th.... Like a fool I have consented to give up the fees for
this term only—though I am miserably poor. I am sorry. It was foolish.
It only defers the struggle.”
The Norfolk cousins were not a little impressed by the new life S. J.-B.
was making for herself, though it was not to be expected that they
should all take so enlightened a view of it as Miss Evans did.
“You seem,” writes Cousin Ellie, “to be spending rather a jolly time
of it, but still it seems to me rather queer that a lot of girls
should walk about London when and where they please. I don’t think you
would come to any harm, but I am sure there are many that would.”
And Sarah with whom “one does not connect the idea of angel,”
“What glorious fun a girl might have if inclined, but you are as
steady as a rock. No fear of my dear old man doing anything giddy. My
dearest treasure, Goodnight.”
We gather from subsequent correspondence that the frivolity of this
letter brought down a very severe reprimand from its recipient.
Elinor was the first to pay a visit to the unknown world, and she writes
a long account of it to the eager Sarah:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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