The Life Of Thomas Paine, Vol. 1. (of 2): With A History of His Literary, Political and Religious Career in America France, and England; to which is added a Sketch of Paine by William CobbettConway, Moncure Daniel
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The Life Of Thomas Paine, Vol. 1. (of 2): With A History of His Literary, Political and Religious Career in America France, and England; to which is added a Sketch of Paine by William Cobbett
Conway, Moncure Daniel
Paine, Thomas, 1737-1809
"Second Street, opposite the Quaker Meetinghouse, Nov. 30th, 1781.
"Sir,--As soon as I can suppose you to be a little at leisure from
business and visits, I shall, with much pleasure, wait on you, to
pay you my respects and congratulate you on the success you have most
deservedly been blest with.
"I hope nothing in the perusal of this letter will add a care to the
many that employ your mind; but as there is a satisfaction in speaking
where one can be conceived and understood, I divulge to you the secret
of my own situation; because I would wish to tell it to somebody, and as
I do not want to make it public, I may not have a fairer opportunity.
"It is seven years, this day, since I arrived in America, and tho'
I consider them as the most honorary time of my life, they have
nevertheless been the most inconvenient and even distressing. From an
anxiety to support, as far as laid in my power, the reputation of the
Cause of America, as well as the Cause itself, I declined the customary
profits which authors are entitled to, and I have always continued to do
so; yet I never thought (if I thought at all on the matter,) but that as
I dealt generously and honorably by America, she would deal the same by
me. But I have experienced the contrary--and it gives me much concern,
not only on account of the inconvenience it has occasioned to me, but
because it unpleasantly lessens my opinion of the character of a country
which once appeared so fair, and it hurts my mind to see her so cold and
inattentive to matters which affect her reputation.
"Almost every body knows, not only in this country but in Europe, that
I have been of service to her, and as far as the interest of the heart
could carry a man I have shared with her in the worst of her fortunes,
yet so confined has been my private circumstances that for one summer I
was obliged to hire myself as a common clerk to Owen Biddle of this
city for my support: but this and many others of the like nature I have
always endeavored to conceal, because to expose them would only serve to
entail on her the reproach of being ungrateful, and might start an ill
opinion of her honor and generosity in other countries, especially as
there are pens enough abroad to spread and aggravate it.
"Unfortunately for me, I knew the situation of Silas Deane when no other
person knew it, and with an honesty, for which I ought to have been
thanked, endeavored to prevent his fraud taking place. He has himself
proved my opinion right, and the warmest of his advocates now very
candidly acknowledge their deception.
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