The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
Suddenly the most fearful roar strikes not only your ears but your
whole being, and makes you shudder all over. It is followed by the
whistle of the departing ball, and a thick cloud of powder-smoke
envelops you, the platform, and the moving black figures of the
sailors. You will hear various comments by the sailors concerning
this shot of ours, and you will notice their animation, the
evidences of a feeling which you had not perhaps expected: the
feeling of animosity and thirst for vengeance which lies hidden
in each man's soul. You will hear joyful exclamations: 'It's gone
right into the embrasure! It's killed two, I think.... There,
they're carrying them off!' 'And now _he's_ riled, and will send
one this way,' some one remarks; and really, soon after, you will
see before you a flash and some smoke; the sentinel standing on the
breastwork will call out 'Ca-n-non,' and then a ball will whiz past
you and squash into the earth, throwing out a circle of stones and
mud. The commander of the battery will be irritated by this shot
and will give orders to fire another and another cannon, the enemy
will reply in like manner, and you will experience interesting
sensations and see interesting sights. The sentinel will again call
'Cannon!' and you will have the same sound and shock, and the mud
will be splashed round as before. Or he will call out 'Mortar!' and
you will hear the regular and rather pleasant whistle--which it is
difficult to connect with the thought of anything dreadful--of a
bomb; you will hear this whistle coming nearer and faster towards
you, then you will see a black ball, feel the shock as it strikes
the ground, and will hear the ringing explosion. The bomb will fly
apart into whizzing and shrieking fragments, stones will rattle
into the air, and you will be bespattered with mud.
At these sounds you will experience a strange feeling of mingled
pleasure and fear. At the moment you know the shot is flying
towards you, you are sure to imagine that this shot will kill you,
but a feeling of pride will support you and no one will know of the
knife that is cutting your heart. But when the shot has flown past
and has not hit you, you revive, and, though only for a moment, a
glad, inexpressibly joyous feeling seizes you, so that you feel
some peculiar delight in the danger--in this game of life and
death--and wish that bombs and balls would fall nearer and nearer
to you.
But again the sentinel, in his loud, thick voice, shouts 'Mortar!'
again a whistle, a fall, an explosion; and mingled with the last
you are startled by the groans of a man. You approach the wounded
man just as the stretchers are brought. Covered with blood and dirt
he presents a strange, not human, appearance. Part of the sailor's
breast has been torn away....
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