The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth EditionMaude, Aylmer
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The Life of Tolstoy: First Fifty Years: Fifth Edition
Maude, Aylmer
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
'That's the way with seven or eight every day,' the naval officer
remarks to you, answering the look of horror on your face, and he
yawns as he rolls another yellow cigarette.
As the siege progressed, things became worse, and in the last part of
_Sevastopol_ Tolstoy, after telling how one of the characters felt
satisfied with himself, continues:
This feeling, however, was quickly shaken by a sight he came upon
in the twilight while looking for the Commander of the bastion.
Four sailors stood by the breastwork holding by its arms and legs
the bloody corpse of a man without boots or coat, swinging it
before heaving it over. (It was found impossible in some parts to
clear away the corpses from the bastions, and they were, therefore,
thrown out into the ditch, so as not to be in the way at the
batteries.) Volódya felt stunned for a moment when he saw the body
bump on the top of the breastwork and then roll down into the
ditch, but luckily for him the Commander of the bastion met him
just then and gave him his orders, as well as a guide to show him
the way to the battery and to the bomb-proof assigned to his men.
We will not speak of all the dangers and disenchantments our hero
lived through that evening; how--instead of the firing he was used
to, amid conditions of perfect exactitude and order which he had
expected to meet with here also,--he found two injured mortars,
one with its mouth battered in by a ball, the other standing on
the splinters of its shattered platform; how he could not get
workmen to mend the platform till the morning; how not a single
charge was of the weight specified in the Handbook; how two of the
men under him were wounded, and how he was twenty times within a
hair's-breadth of death. Fortunately a gigantic gunner, a seaman
who had served with the mortars since the commencement of the
siege, had been appointed to assist Volódya, and convinced him of
the possibility of using the mortars. By the light of a lantern,
this gunner showed him all over the battery as he might have shown
him over his own kitchen-garden, and undertook to have everything
right by the morning. The bomb-proof to which his guide led him
was an oblong hole dug in the rocky ground, 25 cubic yards in size
and covered with oak beams nearly 2-1/2 feet thick. He and all his
soldiers installed themselves in it.
It was during one of his sojourns in the Fourth Bastion, that Tolstoy
noted down in his Diary the following prayer:
Lord, I thank Thee for Thy continual protection. How surely Thou
leadest me to what is good. What an insignificant creature should
I be, if Thou abandoned me! Leave me not, Lord; give me what is
necessary, not for the satisfaction of my poor aspirations, but
that I may attain to the eternal, vast, unknown aim of existence,
which lies beyond my ken.
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