Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“I had slept well all night, but had awakened in the dark just
before the dawn from some dream which I forget, but which left my
nerves shaken. When in my terror I cried out, again the door opened,
and she was there. She stood with the jewels in her hair, and the
cloak across her shoulders, and the light from the landing lay
partly on her face. I scrambled at once down the bed, and was lifted
and carried to the chair, and presently fell asleep. When I awoke
the dawn had come, and the birds were stirring and chirping, and a
pleasant green light was in the room; and I was still in her arms.
It was the first time, except in the instance I have mentioned, that
I had awakened except in bed, and it was a great joy to find her
there. As I turned a little I saw the cloak which sheltered us
both––of a deep blue, with an intricate pattern of flowers and
leaves and birds among branches. Then I turned still more to see her
face, which was so near me, but it was turned away; and even as I
moved she rose and carried me towards the bed. Still holding me on
her left arm she lifted and smoothed the bedclothes, and then laid
me gently in bed, with my head on the pillow. And then for the first
time I saw her face plainly. She bent over me, with one hand on my
breast as if to prevent me from rising, and looked straight into my
eyes; and it was not my mother.
“There was one moment of blinding shock and sorrow, and I gave a
great sob, and would have risen in bed, but her hand held me down,
and I seized it with both my own, and still looked in her eyes. It
was not my mother, and yet was there ever such a mother’s face as
that? I seemed to be looking into depths of indescribable tenderness
and strength, and I leaned on that strength in those moments of
misery. I gave another sob or two as I looked, but I was quieter,
and at last peace came to me, and I had learnt my lesson.
“I did not at the time know who she was, but my little soul dimly
saw that my own mother for some reason could not at that time come
to me who needed her so sorely, and that another great Mother had
taken her place; yet, after the first moment or so, I felt no anger
or jealousy, for one who had looked into that kindly face could have
no such unworthy thought.
“Then I lifted my head a little, I remember, and kissed the hand
that I held in my own, reverently and slowly. I do not know why I
did it, except that it was the natural thing to do. The hand was
strong and white, and delicately fragrant. Then it was withdrawn,
and she was standing by the door, and the door was open; and then
she was gone, and the door was closed.
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