Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“Yes, sir, and they’ve sent a message, Would you be good enough to step
down? The rector’s away, and Tom’s mother’s crying terrible. But not
yet, sir. About seven o’clock, they say. It won’t be over till then, and
there’s no immediate danger.”
“Tell them I will be there at seven,” said the clergyman.
Parker went back to the house, and presently we heard the footsteps of a
child running down the drive towards the farm.
“How shocking it is!” I said in a moment or two.
“Ah!” said the old man, smiling, “I have learnt my lesson. It is not
really so shocking as you think. Does that sound very hard?”
I said nothing, for it seemed to me that all the consolations of
religion could not soften the horror of such things. If such agonies are
necessary as remedies or atonements, at least they are terrible.
“I learnt my lesson,” the old man went on, “down the road there outside
the hedge––down by the bridge. Would you like to hear it? Or are you
tired of an old dreamer’s stories?” and he smiled at me.
“Now I know you think that I am hard––that I am a little apart maybe
from human life––that I cannot understand the blind misery of those who
suffer in ignorance; yet you would be the first, I believe, to think
that Mrs. Awcock’s consolations are unreal, and that when she tells me
that she knows there is a wise purpose behind, she is only repeating
what is proper to say to a clergyman. But that is not so; that old
threadbare sentence is intensely real to these people, and, I hope, to
myself too. For there is nothing that I desire more than to be a child
like them. It is the apparent purposelessness that distresses you: it is
the certainty of a deliberate purpose that comforts me. Well, shall I
tell you what I saw?”
I was a little distressed at what looked like callousness, but I told
him I would like to hear the story.
“I was standing one evening––it would be about five years ago––in the
field down there near the stream. You remember the bridge there, over
which the road goes, just outside the hedge. I love running water, and I
went slowly up and down by the side of the beck. There were children on
the road, coming back from school, and they stopped on the bridge to
look at the water, as children and old men will. They did not see me, as
the field is a little below the road, and besides their backs were
turned to me. I could see a pink frock or two, and a pair of stout bare
legs. Two girls were taking their brother home––he was between them, a
hand clasped by each of the sisters. I suppose the eldest girl would be
about nine, and the boy five. They were talking solemnly, and I could
hear every word.
“Why are children always supposed to be gay? There is no solemnity in
the world to be compared to the solemnity of a little boy, or of his
sister who has charge of him.
“One of the girls said, ‘Look, Johnny, there are little fishes down
there.’
“‘When I am a man’––––Johnny began, very slowly.
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