Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“Or think of it like this. Have you ever had to wait in a City office?
If you have done that you will know how intense quiet can coexist with
intense activity. There are quiet figures here and there round the room.
Or it may be there is only one such figure––a great financier––and he
sitting there almost motionless. Yet you know that every movement
tingles, as it were, out from that still room all over the world. You
can picture to yourself how people leap to obey or to resist––how lives
rise and fall, and fortunes are made and lost, at the gentle movements
of this lonely quiet man in his office. Well, so it was here. I
perceived that this black figure knelt at the centre of reality and
force, and with the movements of her will and lips controlled spiritual
destinies for eternity. There ran out from this peaceful chapel lines of
spiritual power that lost themselves in the distance, bewildering in
their profusion and terrible in the intensity of their hidden fire.
Souls leaped up and renewed the conflict as this tense will strove for
them. Souls even at that moment leaving the body struggled from death
into spiritual life, and fell panting and saved at the feet of the
Redeemer on the other side of death. Others, acquiescent and swooning in
sin, woke and snarled at the merciful stab of this poor nun’s prayers.”
The priest was trembling now with excitement.
“Yes,” he said; “yes, and I in my stupid arrogance had thought that my
life was more active in God’s world than hers. So a small provincial
shopkeeper, bustling to and fro behind the counter, might think, if only
he were mad enough, that his life was more active and alive than the
life of a director who sits at his table in the City. Yes, that is a
vulgar simile; but the only one that I can think of which in the least
expresses what I knew to be true. There lay my little foolish narrow
life behind me, made up of spiritless prayers and efforts and feeble
dealings with souls; and how complacent I had been with it all, how
self-centred, how out of the real tide of spiritual movement! And
meanwhile, for years probably, this nun had toiled behind these walls in
the silence of grace, with the hum of the world coming faintly to her
ears, and the cries of peoples and nations, and of persons whom the
world accounts important, sounding like the voices of children at play
in the muddy street outside; and indeed that is all that they are,
compared to her––children making mud-pies or playing at shop outside the
financier’s office.”
The priest was silent, and his face became quieter again. Then in a
moment he spoke again.
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