Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“I must tell you, too, something of my religion at that time. It was the
religion of most well-taught boys. In the fore-ground, if I may put it
so, was morality: I must not do certain things; I must do certain other
things. In the middle distance was a perception of God. Let me say that
I realised that I was present to Him, but not that He was present to me.
Our Saviour dwelt in this middle distance, one whom I fancied ordinarily
tender, sometimes stern. In the background there lay certain mysteries,
sacramental and otherwise. These were chiefly the affairs of grown-up
people. And infinitely far away, like clouds piled upon the horizon of a
sea, was the invisible world of heaven whence God looked at me, golden
gates and streets, now towering in their exclusiveness, now on Sunday
evenings bright with a light of hope, now on wet mornings unutterably
dreary. But all this was uninteresting to me. Here about me lay the
tangible enjoyable world––this was reality: there in a misty picture lay
religion, claiming, as I knew, my homage, but not my heart. Well; so I
walked through these woods, a tiny human creature, yet greater, if I had
only known it, than these giants of ruddy bodies and arms, and garlanded
heads that stirred above me.
“My path presently came over a rise in the ground; and on my left lay a
long glade, bordered by pines, fringed with bracken, but itself a folded
carpet of smooth rabbit-cropped grass, with a quiet oblong pool in the
centre, some fifty yards below me.
“Now I cannot tell you how the vision began; but I found myself, without
experiencing any conscious shock, standing perfectly still, my lips dry,
my eyes smarting with the intensity with which I had been staring down
the glade, and one foot aching with the pressure with which I had rested
upon it. It must have come upon me and enthralled me so swiftly that my
brain had no time to reflect. It was no work, therefore, of the
imagination, but a clear and sudden vision. This is what I remember to
have seen.
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