Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
The old man met me in the hall, and I was startled to see the change
that had come to him. His eyes seemed larger than ever, and there was a
sorrow in them that I had not seen before. They had been the eyes of a
stainless child, wide and smiling; now they were the eyes of one who was
under some burden almost too heavy to be borne. In the stronger light of
the sitting-room as the candles shone on his face, I saw that my
impression had only been caused by a drooping of the eyelids, that now
hung down a little further. But it looked a tired face.
He welcomed me, and said several charming things to me that I should be
ashamed to quote, but he made me feel that he was glad that I had come;
and so I was glad too. But he said among other things this:
“I am glad you have come now, because I think I shall have something
further to tell you. I have had indications during this autumn that the
end is coming, and I think that if I have to pass through a dark
valley,––and I feel that I am at its entrance even now,––I think that He
will give me His staff as well as His rod. But I am an old man and full
of fancies, so please do not question me. But I am very glad,” and he
took my hand and stroked it for a moment, “very glad that you are here,
because I do not think that you will be afraid.”
During the following days he told me many stories, bringing out the old
books and letters of which the coachman had spoken, and spelling out
notes through his tortoiseshell glass, as he sat by the open fireplace
in the central sitting-room, with the logs crackling and overrun with
swift sparks as they rested on their bed of ashes. The door into the
garden where the old drive had once been was now kept closed, and a
heavy curtain hung over it.
We did not go out very much together––only in the early afternoons we
would walk for an hour or so, he leaning on my arm and on a stick, up
and down the terraced walk that lay next the drive under the pines, as
the sunset burned across the hills like a far-away judgment. Some day
perhaps I will write out some of the stories that he told me, although
not all. I have the notes by me.
Here is one of them.
We were walking on one of these dark winter afternoons very slowly
uphill towards the village that the priest might get a change from the
garden. The morning had been gusty and wet, with sleet showers and even
a sprinkle of pure snow as the sky cleared after lunch-time; and now the
weather was settling down for a frost, and the snow lay thinly here and
there on the rapidly hardening ground.
“It is remarkable,” the old man was saying to me, “how in spite of our
Lord’s words people still think that faith is a matter more or less of
intellect. Such a phrase as ‘intelligent faith’ is, of course, strictly
most incorrect.”
He stopped and looked at me as he said this, as if prepared for dispute.
I did not disappoint him.
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