The Lily and the Totem; or, The Huguenots in FloridaSimms, William Gilmore
History
The Lily and the Totem; or, The Huguenots in Florida
Simms, William Gilmore
Florida -- History -- Huguenot colony, 1562-1565 -- Fiction
"I have sinned, Alphonse--I know it--beyond forgiveness--sinned like a
madman; but I have borne the penalty. Seldom has human sinner suffered
from mental penalty, as I from mine. Behold me! look I longer human? I
have taken up my covert with the wild beasts of the desert, and they fly
from my presence as from a savage more fearful than any they know. In
my own desperation I have had no fears. I have herded with beast and
reptile, and longed for their hostility. I have lived through all,
though I craved not to live, and the food which would have choked or
poisoned the man not an outcast from communion with his fellows, has
kept me strong, with a cruel vitality that has increased by suffering.
The crude berries of the wood, the indigestible roots of the earth, I
have devoured with a hideous craving; and, in the griefs and privations
of my body, my mind has been purged of its impurities. I have seen my
sin in its true colors--my folly, my vicious passions, the wretch that I
was--the miserable outlaw and destitute that I am! That I repent of the
crimes that I have done and sought to do, is the good fruit of this
bitter on which I have rather preyed than fed. I wrote to Laudonniere of
my sorrow and repentance, but he refused to hear me. Bourdet I sought,
that he might take me once more to France; but he too dreaded communion
with me; and when I rushed into his boat, he only bore me to the
opposite shore of the river, and set me down to the exploration of new
forests, and the endurance of new tortures. I blame them not, that they
would not believe me--that they refused faith in one who had violated
all faith before--that, equally due to his God and to his sovereign. Oh!
brother, do not _you_ drive me from you also!"
And the miserable outlaw clasped his hands passionately together in
entreaty, with a face wild with woe and despair, and would have fallen
prostrate in humiliation before his comrades, if the arm of Alphonse
D'Erlach had not sustained him.
"But what of this savage, Oolenoe!" demanded the lieutenant, when the
first burst of grief had subsided from the lips of Le Genré.
"Ah! you know that I have been the prisoner to this savage, and to the
very comrades of my sin. For this I have pursued you hither. While you
march onward to snares such as the savages of Potanou have provided for
you by means of this Oolenoe, treachery is busy and successful at La
Caroline."
"Successful?"
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