The Lindsays : $b A romance of Scottish life, Volume 2 (of 3)Leys, John K. (John Kirkwood)
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The Lindsays : $b A romance of Scottish life, Volume 2 (of 3)
Leys, John K. (John Kirkwood)
Scotland -- Fiction
Margaret kissed her brother’s cheek and left him. She had a feeling
that he and she were far apart in religious matters, and she was
right in her belief. Alec Lindsay had read modern philosophy; he had
been taught at College that ‘free-thought’ was a man’s inalienable
inheritance, and that it was a species of intellectual suicide to
stifle a doubt. In the Calvinism he had learned in childhood there
was plenty of dogma certainly; but then he did not like the dogma,
and he saw no particular reason for believing it. He was, in fact, a
Theist; but he gave his father no hint that his religious opinions
had undergone a change. He knew very well that if he had so much as
expressed a doubt as to the soundness of the Calvinist doctrine of
Predestination, or the lawfulness of taking a walk or reading a novel
on a Sunday, his father would have been shocked beyond expression, and
would first have stormed at him, and then mourned him as one who had
already sold himself to the Evil One.
Nothing more passed between father and son for some days, and then Mr.
Lindsay asked Alec point-blank whether he was going to devote himself
to ‘the ministry of the Gospel.’
‘No, father; I have no inclination of that kind, and I think that
without a very strong disposition to such a life it would be wrong to
begin it.’
The elder man fixed a cold look on his son, but made no reply.
‘Don’t you think I am right in saying so?’ asked Alec.
The laird continued to gaze at his son without speaking, and Alec
abruptly left the room.
About a week afterwards Alec was startled by his father saying to him
one morning:
‘I have just had a note from your uncle James. He is willing to take
you into his office, and give you a small salary. The sooner you can
get ready to go the better.’
‘But I have no taste for a business life. I am not fitted for it, and
I----’
‘Perhaps you will tell me what you _are_ fit for,’ cried the old laird.
‘Just understand this. If you choose to reject this offer, I shall have
no more to say to you. You may take your own way, and I wash my hands
of you. It seems to me you are bent on throwing away your chances.’
‘Surely, sir, it is better to follow one’s own inclination in choosing
a profession?’
‘And what may be your inclination?’
‘I should like to be a lawyer.’
‘And who is to support you while you are studying law?’
‘Others have begun as poor as I, and have risen to the top of the
tree.’
‘It is madness--sheer madness!’ exclaimed the laird, rising and pacing
up and down the room.
‘I can begin as clerk in an office,’ said Alec.
‘You shall do nothing of the kind!’ shouted his father. ‘You would
know, if you knew anything at all about it, that you would not be paid
while your articles were running. Perhaps you would like to be an
advocate?’[1]
Alec was silent; for he knew that if he confessed that his real wish
was to go to the bar, he would only the more effectually rouse his
father’s anger.
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