Manners and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
She had taken more than a fancy for Helen, and the position of the
beautiful, motherless girl had appealed to her as one filled with
dangers. When she grew to know Helen better, she recognized that these
fears were quite unnecessary, and as she saw more of her she learned
to care for her deeply. Helen had told her much of Carroll and of his
double purpose in coming to London; of his brilliant work and his lack
of success in having it recognized; and of his great and loyal devotion
to her, and of his lack of success, not in having that recognized, but
in her own inability to return it. Helen was proud that she had been
able to make Carroll care for her as he did, and that there was anything
about her which could inspire a man whom she admired so much, to believe
in her so absolutely and for so long a time. But what convinced her that
the outcome for which he hoped was impossible, was the very fact that
she could admire him, and see how fine and unselfish his love for her
was, and yet remain untouched by it.
She had been telling Lady Gower one day of the care he had taken of her
ever since she was fourteen years of age, and had quoted some of the
friendly and loverlike acts he had performed in her service, until one
day they had both found out that his attitude of the elder brother was
no longer possible, and that he loved her in the old and only way. Lady
Gower looked at her rather doubtfully and smiled.
“I wish you would bring him to see me, Helen” she said; “I think I
should like your friend very much. From what you tell me of him I doubt
if you will find many such men waiting for you in this country. Our men
marry for reasons of property, or they love blindly, and are exacting
and selfish before and after they are married. I know, because so many
women came to me when my husband was alive to ask how it was that I
continued so happy in my married life.”
“But I don’t want to marry any one,” Helen remonstrated gently.
“American girls are not always thinking only of getting married.”
“What I meant was this,” said Lady Gower, “that, in my experience, I
have heard of but few men who care in the way this young man seems to
care for you. You say you do not love him; but if he had wanted to gain
my interest, he could not have pleaded his cause better than you have
done. He seems to see your faults and yet love you still, in spite of
them--or on account of them. And I like the things he does for you. I
like, for instance, his sending you the book of the moment every week
for two years. That shows a most unswerving spirit of devotion. And the
story of the broken bridge in the woods is a wonderful story. If I were
a young girl, I could love a man for that alone. It was a beautiful
thing to do.”
Helen sat with her chin on her hands, deeply considering this new point
of view.
“I thought it very foolish of him,” she confessed questioningly, “to
take such a risk for such a little thing.”
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