England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"It's not the first time you've heard it, I wager!" said Mr. Gilman. "And
it won't be the last! Any man who knows women can see at once that you are
one of the women who understand. Otherwise, do you imagine I should have
begun upon my troubles?"
Now, at any rate, he was sincere--she was convinced of that. And he looked
very smart as he spied the horizon for lights and peered at the compass,
and moved the wheel at intervals with a strong, accustomed gesture. And,
assuredly, he looked very experienced. Audrey blushed. She just had to
believe that there must be something in what he said concerning her talent.
She had noticed it herself several times.
In an interval of the music the sea washed with a long sound against the
bow of the yacht; then silence.
"I do love that sudden wash against the yacht," said Audrey.
"Yes," agreed Mr. Gilman, "so do I. All doctors tell me that I should be
better if I gave up yachting. But I won't. I couldn't. Whatever it costs in
health, yachting's worth it."
"Oh! It must be!" cried Audrey, with enthusiasm. "I've never been on a
yacht before, but I quite agree with you. I feel as if I could live on a
yacht for ever--always going to new places, you know; that's how I feel."
"You do?" Mr. Gilman exclaimed and gazed at her for a moment with a sort of
ecstasy. Audrey instinctively checked herself. "There's a freemasonry among
those who like yachting." His eyes returned to the compass. "I've kept
your secret. I've kept it like something precious. I've enjoyed keeping
it. It's been a comfort to me. Now I wonder if you'll do the same for me,
Mrs. Moncreiff?"
"Do what?" Audrey asked weakly, intimidated.
"Keep a secret. I shouldn't dream of telling it to Madame Piriac. Will you?
May I tell you?"
"Yes, if you think you can trust me," said Audrey, concealing, with amazing
ease and skill, her excitement and her mighty pleasure in the scene.... "He
wouldn't dream of telling it to Madame Piriac." ...It is doubtful whether
she had ever enjoyed anything so much, and yet she was as prim as a nun.
"I'm not a happy man, Mrs. Moncreiff. Materially, I've everything a man can
want, I suppose. But I'm not happy. You may laugh and say it's my liver.
But it isn't. You're a woman of the world; you know what life is; and yet
experience hasn't spoilt you. I could say anything to you; anything! And
you wouldn't be shocked, would you?"
"No," said Audrey, hoping, nevertheless, that he would not say "anything,
anything," but somehow simultaneously hoping that he would. It was a
disconcerting sensation.
"I want you always to remember that I'm unhappy and never to tell anybody,"
Mr. Gilman resumed.
"But why?"
"It will be a kindness to me."
"I mean, why are you unhappy?"
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