England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"My opinions have all changed. I used to think I could be independent of
women. Not that I didn't like women! I did. But when I'd left them I was
quite happy. You know what the facts of life are, Mrs. Moncreiff. Young as
you are you are older than me in some respects, though I have a long life
before me. It's just because I have a long life before me--dyspeptics are
always long-lived--that I'm afraid for the future. It wouldn't matter so
much if I was an old man."
"But," asked Audrey adventurously, "why should you be unhappy because your
opinions have changed? What opinions?" She endeavoured to be perfectly
judicial and indifferent, and yet kind.
"What opinions? Well, about Woman Suffrage, for instance. You remember that
night at the Foas', and what I remarked afterwards about what you all
said?"
"Yes, I remember," said Audrey. "But can _you_ remember it? Fancy you
remembering a thing like that!"
"I remember every word that was said. It changed me.... Not at first. Oh,
no! Not for several days, perhaps weeks. I fought against it. Then I said
to myself, 'How absurd to fight against it!' ... Well, I've come to believe
in women having the vote. You've no more stanch supporter than I am. I
_want_ women to have the vote. And you're the first person I've ever said
that to. I want _you_ to have the vote."
He smiled at her, and she saw scores and scores of excellent qualities in
his smile; she could not believe that he had any defect whatever. His
secret was precious to her. She considered that he had confided it to her
in a manner both distinguished and poetical. He had shown a quality which
no youth could have shown. Youths were inferior, crude, incomplete. Not
that Mr. Gilman was not young! Emphatically he was young, but her
conception of the number of years comprised in youthfulness had been
enlarged. She saw, as in a magical enlightenment, that forty was young,
fifty was young, any age was young provided it had the right gestures. As
for herself, she was without age. The obvious fact that Mr. Gilman was her
slave touched her; it saddened her, but sweetly; it gave her a new sense of
responsibility.
She said:
"I still don't see why this change of view should make you unhappy. I
should have thought it would have just the opposite effect."
"It has altered all my desires," he replied. "Do you know, I'm not really
interested in this new yacht now! And that's the truth."
"Mr. Gilman!" she checked him. "How can you say such a thing?"
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