England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
The influence of Madame Piriac through the summer had indirectly matured
her. For above all Madame Piriac had imperceptibly taught her the
everlasting joy and duty of exciting the sympathy, admiration and gratitude
of the other sex. Hence Audrey had aged at a miraculous rate because in
order to please Mr. Gilman she wished--possibly without knowing it--to undo
the disparity between herself and him. This may be strange, but it is
assuredly more true than strange. To the same ends she had concealed her
own age. Nobody except Miss Ingate knew how old she was. She only made it
clear, when doubts seemed to exist, that she had passed her majority long
before. Further, her wealth, magnified by legend, assisted her age. Not
that she was so impressed by her wealth as she had been. She had met
American women in Paris compared to whom she was at destitution's door. She
knew one woman who had kept a 2,000-ton yacht lying all summer in the outer
harbour at Boulogne, and had used it during that period for exactly eleven
hours.
Few of these people had an establishment. They would rent floors in hotels,
or châteaux in Touraine, or yachts, but they had no home, and yet they
seemed very content and beyond doubt they were very free. And so Audrey did
not trouble about having a home. She had Moze, which was more than many of
her acquaintances had. She would not use it, but she had it. And she was
content in the knowledge of the power to create a home when she felt
inclined to create one. Not that it would not have been absurd to set about
creating a home with Mr. Gilman hanging over her like a destiny. It would
have been rude to him to do so; it would have been to transgress against
the inter-sexual code as promulgated by Madame Piriac.... She wondered what
sort of a place Meudon was, and whether he would propose to her while they
were looking at the view together.... She trembled with the sense of
adventure, which had little to do with happiness or unhappiness.... But
_would_ he propose to her? Not improbably the whole conception of the
situation was false and she was being ridiculous!
Still the nice constraint persisted as the women began to put on their
gloves, while Mr. Gilman had a word with the chief priest. And Audrey had
the illusion of being a dedicated victim. As she self-consciously and yet
proudly handled her gloves she could not help but notice the simple gold
wedding-ring on a certain finger. She had never removed it. She had never
formally renounced her claim to the status of a widow. That she was not a
widow, that she had been guilty of a fraud on a gullible public, was
somehow generally known; but the facts were not referred to, save perhaps
in rare hints by Tommy, and she had continued to be known as Mrs.
Moncreiff. Ignominious close to a daring enterprise! And in the
circumstances nothing was more out of place than the ring, bought in cold,
wilful, calculating naughtiness at Colchester.
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