Great Britain -- History -- James III, 1701-1766 -- Fiction
They set out soon afterwards, Mr. Caryll travelling in his lordship's
chaise, and Leduc following in his master's.
It was an hour or so after candle-lighting time when they reached
Croydon, the country lying all white under a full moon that sailed in
a clear, calm sky. His lordship swore that he would go no farther that
night. The travelling fatigued him; indeed, for the last few miles
of the journey he had been dozing in his corner of the carriage,
conversation having long since been abandoned as too great an effort
on so bad a road, which shook and jolted them beyond endurance. His
lordship's chaise was of an old-fashioned pattern, and the springs
far from what might have been desired or expected in a nobleman's
conveyance.
They alighted at the “Bells.” His lordship bespoke supper, invited Mr.
Caryll to join them, and, what time the meal was preparing, went into a
noisy doze in the parlor's best chair.
Mistress Winthrop sauntered out into the garden. The calm and fragrance
of the night invited her. Alone with her thoughts, she paced the lawn a
while, until her solitude was disturbed by the advent of Mr. Caryll. He,
too, had need to think, and he had come out into the peace of the night
to indulge his need. Seeing her, he made as if to withdraw again; but
she perceived him, and called him to her side. He went most readily. Yet
when he stood before her in an attitude of courteous deference, she was
at a loss what she should say to him, or, rather, what words she should
employ. At last, with a half-laugh of nervousness, “I am by nature very
inquisitive, sir,” she prefaced.
“I had already judged you to be an exceptional woman,” Mr. Caryll
commented softly.
She mused an instant. “Are you never serious?” she asked him.
“Is it worth while?” he counter-questioned, and, whether intent or
accident, he let her see something of himself. “Is it even amusing--to
be serious?”
“Is there in life nothing but amusement?”
“Oh, yes--but nothing so vital. I speak with knowledge. The gift of
laughter has been my salvation.”
“From what, sir?”
“Ah--who shall say that? My history and my rearing have been such that
had I bowed before them, I had become the most gloomy, melancholy man
that steps this gloomy, melancholy world. By now I might have found
existence insupportable, and so--who knows? I might have set a term to
it. But I had the wisdom to prefer laughter. Humanity is a delectable
spectacle if we but have the gift to observe it in a dispassionate
spirit. Such a gift have I cultivated. The squirming of the human worm
is interesting to observe, and the practice of observing it has this
advantage, that while we observe it we forget to squirm ourselves.”
“The bitterness of your words belies their purport.”
He shrugged and smiled. “But proves my contention. That I might explain
myself, you made me for a moment serious, set me squirming in my turn.”
She moved a little, and he fell into step beside her. A little while
there was silence.
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