England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
As he went through the hush of the evening to his rooms at the "Spotted
Dog" the thought of Dorothea, of her house, her garden, her peaceful
ordered life stirred him to a passion of appreciation. Out of the waste
and desert of his own life, with its memories of the far country and the
husks and the swine, he seemed to be looking through a window at the
peaceful life--as a hungry, lonely tramp may limp to a lamp-lit window,
and peering in, see father and mother and round-faced children, and the
table spread whitely, and the good sure food that to these people is a
calm certainty, like breathing or sleeping, not a joyous accident, or
one of the great things that man was taught to pray for. The tramp turns
away with a curse or a groan, according to his nature, and goes on his
way cursing or groaning, or, if the pinch be fierce, he tries the back
door or the unguarded window. With Robert the pang of longing was keen,
and he was minded to try any door--not to beg for the broken meats of
cousinly kindness, but to enter as master into that "better place"
wherein Dorothea had found so little of Paradise.
It was no matter of worldly gain. The Prodigal had not wasted his
material substance on the cheap husks that cost so dear. He had money
enough and to spare: it was in peace and the dignity of life that he now
found himself to be bankrupt.
As for Dorothea, when she brushed her long pale hair that night she
found that her hands were not so steady as usual, and in the morning she
was quite shocked to note that she had laid her hair-pins on the
left-hand side of the pin-cushion instead of on the right, a thing she
had not done for years.
It was at the end of a week, a week of long sunny days and dewy dark
evenings spent in the atmosphere that had enslaved him. Dinner was over.
Robert had smoked his cigar among the garden's lengthening shadows. Now
he and Dorothea were at the window watching the light of life die
beautifully on the changing face of the sky.
They had talked as this week had taught them to talk--with the intimacy
of old friends and the mutual interest of new unexplored acquaintances.
This is the talk that does not weary--the talk that can only be kept
alive by the daring of revelation, and the stronger courage of
unconquerable reserve.
Now there came a silence--with it seemed to come the moment. Robert
spoke--
"Dorothea," he said, and her mind pricked its ears suspiciously because
he had not called her Dolly.
"Well?"
"I wonder if you understand what these days have been to me? I was so
tired of the world and its follies--this is like some calm haven after a
stormy sea."
The words seemed strangely familiar. He had a grating sense of talking
like a book, and something within him sneered at the scruple, and said
that Dolly would not notice it.
But she said: "I'm sure I've read something like that in a school
reading book, but it's very touching, of course."
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