England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Dick read it and crushed it in his hand while Tom poured out his full
heart.
"There's been some nonsense while I was away," he said; "she must have
been dull and unhinged--you left her too much alone, old man. But it's
all right now. She couldn't care for anyone but me, after all, and she
knew it directly she saw me again. And we're to be married before next
year's out, if luck holds."
"Here's luck, old man!" said Dick, lifting his whisky. When Tom had gone
to bed, weary with the quick sequence of joy and misery and returning
joy, Dick read the letter again.
"I can't do it," said the letter, "it's not in me. He loves me too much.
And I _am_ fond of him. He couldn't bear it. He's weak, you see. He's
not like you--brave and strong and noble. But I shall always be better
because you've loved me. I'm going to try to be brave and noble and
strong like you. And you must help me, Dear. God bless you. Good-bye."
"After all," said Dick, as he watched the white letter turn in the fire
to black, gold spangled, "after all, it was not so easy. And oh, how it
would have been worth while!"
MISS EDEN'S BABY
MISS EDEN'S life-history was a sad one. She told it to her employer
before she had been a week at the Beeches. Mrs. Despard came into the
school-room and surprised the governess in tears. No one could ever
resist Mrs. Despard--I suppose she has had more confidences than any
woman in Sussex. Anyhow, Miss Eden dried her tears and faltered out her
poor little story.
She had been engaged to be married--Mrs. Despard's was a face trained to
serve and not to betray its owner, so she did not look astonished,
though Miss Eden was so very homely, poor thing, that the idea of a
lover seemed almost ludicrous--she had been engaged to be married: and
her lover had been killed at Elendslaagte, and her father had died of
heart disease--an attack brought on by the shock of the news, and his
partner had gone off with all his money, and now she had to go out as a
governess: her mother and sister were living quietly on the mother's
little fortune. There was enough for two but not enough for three. So
Miss Eden had gone governessing.
"But you needn't pity me for that," she said, when Mrs. Despard said
something kind, "because, really, it's better for me. If I were at home
doing nothing I should just sit and think of _him_--for hours and hours
at a time. He was so brave and strong and good--he died cheering his men
on and waving his sword, and he did love me so. We were to have been
married in August."
She was weeping again, more violently than before; Mrs. Despard
comforted her--there is no one who comforts so well--and the governess
poured out her heart. When the dressing-bell rang Miss Eden pulled
herself together with a manifest effort.
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