England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"I've been awfully weak and foolish," she said, "and you've been most
kind. Please forgive me--and--and I think I'd rather not speak of it any
more--ever. It's been a relief, just this once--but I'm going to be
brave. Thank you, thank you for all your goodness to me. I shall never
forget it."
And now Miss Eden went about her duties with a courageous smile, and
Mrs. Despard could not but see and pity the sad heart beneath the
bravely assumed armour. Miss Eden was fairly well educated, and she
certainly was an excellent teacher. The children made good progress. She
worshipped Mrs. Despard--but then every one did that--and she made
herself pleasures of the little things she was able to do for
her--mending linen, arranging flowers, running errands, and nursing the
Baby. She adored the Baby. She used to walk by herself in the Sussex
lanes, for Mrs. Despard often set her free for two or three hours at a
time, and more than once the mother and children, turning some leafy
corner in their blackberrying or nutting expeditions, came upon Miss
Eden walking along with a far-away look in her eyes, and a face set in a
mask of steadfast endurance. She would sit sewing on the lawn with Mabel
and Gracie playing about her, answering their ceaseless chatter with a
patient smile. To Mrs. Despard she was a pathetic figure. Mr. Despard
loathed her, but then he never liked women unless they were pretty.
"I ought to be used to your queer pets by now," he said; "but really
this one is almost too much. Upon my soul, she's the ugliest woman I've
ever seen."
She certainty was not handsome. Her eyes were fairly good, but mouth and
nose were clumsy, and hers was one of those faces that seem to have no
definite outline. Her complexion was dull and unequal. Her hair was
straight and coarse, and somehow it always looked dusty. Her figure was
her only good point, and, as Mr. Despard observed, "If a figure without
a face is any good, why not have a dressmaker's dummy, and have done
with it?"
Mr. Despard was very glad when he heard that a little legacy had come
from an uncle, and that Miss Eden was going to give up governessing and
live with her people.
Miss Eden left in floods of tears, and she clung almost frantically to
Mrs. Despard.
"You have been so good to me," she said. "I may write to you, mayn't I?
and come and see you sometimes? You will let me, won't you?"
Tears choked her, and she was driven off in the station fly. And a new
governess, young, commonplacely pretty, and entirely heart-whole, came
to take her place, to the open relief of Mr. Despard, and the little
less pronounced satisfaction of the little girls.
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