England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He was coming down now. He was only about twenty-five feet from the
ground. There was no sound at all but the grating of his feet as he set
them on the stones, and the movement, now and then, of a bird in the
ivy. Then came a rustle, a gritty clatter, loud falling stones: his foot
had slipped, and he had fallen. No--he was hanging by his hands above
the great refectory arch, and his body swung heavily with the impetus
of the checked fall. He was moving along now, slowly--hanging by his
hands; now he grasped an ivy root--another--and pulled himself up till
his knee was on the moulding of the arch. She would never have believed
anyone who had told her that only two minutes had been lived between the
moment of his stumble and the other moment when his foot touched the
grass and he came towards her among the fallen wallflowers. She was a
very nice girl and not at all forward, and I cannot understand or excuse
her conduct. She made two steps towards him with her hands held
out--caught him by the arms just above the elbow--shook him angrily, as
one shakes a naughty child--looked him once in the eyes and buried her
face in his neck--sobbing long, dry, breathless sobs.
Even then he tried to be strong.
"Don't!" he said tenderly, "don't worry. It's all right--I was a fool.
Pull yourself together--there's someone coming."
"I don't care," she said, for the touch of his cheek, pressed against
her hair, told her all that she wanted to know. "Let them come, I don't
care! Oh, how could you be so silly and horrid? Oh, thank God, thank
God! Oh, how could you?"
Of course, a really honourable young man would have got out of the
situation somehow. He didn't. He accepted it, with his arms round her
and his lips against the face where the tears now ran warm and salt. It
was one of the immortal moments.
The picture was charming, too--a picture to wring the heart of the
onlooker with envy, or sympathy, according to his nature. But there was
only one onlooker, a man of forty, or thereabouts, who paused for an
instant under the great gate of the castle and took in the full charm
and meaning of the scene. He turned away, and went back along the green
path with hell in his heart. The other two were in Paradise. The
Onlooker fell like the third in Eden--the serpent, in fact. Two miles
away he stopped and lit a pipe.
"It's got to be borne, I suppose," he said, "like all the rest of it.
_She's_ happy enough. I ought to be glad. Anyway, I can't stop it."
Perhaps he swore a little. If he did, the less precise and devotional
may pardon him. He had loved the Girl since her early teens, and it was
only yesterday's post that had brought him the appointment that one
might marry on. The appointment had come through her father, for whom
the Onlooker had fagged at Eton. He went back to London, hell burning
briskly. Moral maxims and ethereal ideas notwithstanding, it was
impossible for him to be glad that she was happy--like that.
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